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Hazy Day Sunflower

Last night I was walking and the grass was wet on my feet. You were there too. You are still there.

Missing a Friend

by Hazy Day Sunflower 4/30/2016

written by Hazy Day Sunflower

Mozart composed this when he was 11. Wow.

I have a friend who is struggling and has gone radio silent. It makes me sad. But I understand the reasons for it even if it makes me introspective tonight. His favorite genre of music isn’t necessarily Mozart, or piano. He is more an electric guitar shredder of sorts. He is also one of the most amazing singers I have ever had the honor of hearing.

Still for some reason I thought of him when I listened to this.

Love yourself and be kind.

Especially you my friend, where […]

4/30/2016 3 comments

It Comes Back To You

by Hazy Day Sunflower 4/30/2016

written by Hazy Day Sunflower

Good Morning everyone!
A little bit of hope this morning.
Thank you for holding my hand, those of you that don’t think you do, you might be the one that holds it the tightest.
HDS

Edit: and then THIS queued up. Got no explanation.

4/30/2016 10 comments

Thank You Dungeon

by Hazy Day Sunflower 4/29/2016

written by Hazy Day Sunflower

Thank you for letting me color in your profile pic.
Love yourself.
Be Kind.
HDS

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UU9fCqnMlgU

4/29/2016 11 comments

Morning Sky

by Hazy Day Sunflower 4/29/2016

written by Hazy Day Sunflower

Love yourself, be kind.
Edit: I thought about writing a lot about how I feel but I don’t think I could say it any better than a painting and a song.

The sky was amazing this morning.

This heals me. One painting at a time. Thank you for listening and viewing this.

4/29/2016 26 comments

Roseate Spoonbills at Dusk

by Hazy Day Sunflower 4/28/2016

written by Hazy Day Sunflower

The breeze smells of the last
Touch of daylight and you
Walked quietly towards a
Sunrise uniquely your own.

Comments are off. I’m OK.

Love yourself, be kind.

HDS

4/28/2016 0 comment

Procel’s Album Cover

by Hazy Day Sunflower 4/26/2016

written by Hazy Day Sunflower

Truimphant

This was fun. thank you for the project.

HDS

Edit: I haven’t been commenting a lot. I’m still not totally ready to dive back into the site, although I want to and I am trying to contribute as much as I am able. It was a struggle to turn back on comments and I have found drawing for everyone here helps a lot too. I guess my drawings are an extension of my words since I don’t have a lot of them lately. […]

4/26/2016 6 comments

The 37 Cent Goldfish Redemption

by Hazy Day Sunflower 4/25/2016

written by Hazy Day Sunflower

Fist things first. Since this is a tale of redemption it needs a soundtrack. What better than Cordless’s ode to HDS:

http://suicideproject.org/wp-content/uploads/2016/04/Hyper-Haze.mp3

Now for the tale…

Last May I was at the pet store buying kibble or something related to cats when I found myself staring at the feeder tank. For those folks unfamiliar with feeders they are these little goldfish that are sold to feed to other fish. They are considered throw away fish. I stood there for fifteen minutes watching these little fish swim around, crowded, frantic. They didn’t know their own fate, they only knew the tank they resided […]

4/25/2016 19 comments

@phantomCit

by Hazy Day Sunflower 4/25/2016

written by Hazy Day Sunflower

Thank you for allowing me to interpret this.

Have a wonderful evening. Love yourself and be kind.

4/25/2016 3 comments

Cardinal Dreams

by Hazy Day Sunflower 4/23/2016

written by Hazy Day Sunflower

As promised Whiskered, hoping your day is gentle.
Love yourself, be kind to yourself.

HDS

4/23/2016 14 comments

Feeling Much Lighter

by Hazy Day Sunflower 4/23/2016

written by Hazy Day Sunflower

To counterbalance that terrifying drawing. Love yourself, be kind.

HDS
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Hmn5ruzpGg

4/23/2016 12 comments

I am the color of Boom.

by Hazy Day Sunflower 4/22/2016

written by Hazy Day Sunflower

“Polaroid”

I’m a reckless mistake
I’m a cold night’s intake
I’m a one night too long
I’m a come on too strong
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ufegdUMASzM
All my life I’ve been living in the fast lane
Can’t slow down
I’m a rollin’ freight train
One more time
Gotta start all over
Can’t slow down
I’m a lone red rover

I’m a hold my cards close
I’m a wreck what I love most
I’m a first class let down
I’m a shut up sit down

I am a head case
I am the color of boom
That’s never arriving
At you are the pay raise
Always a touch out of view

4/22/2016 3 comments

@Phantom Citizen

by Hazy Day Sunflower 4/22/2016

written by Hazy Day Sunflower

Well that last attempt to upload was so full of crazy it wouldn’t load.

Well try again. Welcome to Club HDS. No cookies or snacks this time, the month doesn’t end in B.

Thank you Phantom. I feel like I got the last bit of crazy out tonight.

4/22/2016 30 comments

Update HDS: Love Yourself.

by Hazy Day Sunflower 4/21/2016

written by Hazy Day Sunflower

Wow. Just wow.

Sorry for the drama the last week. I’m out the other end. Not sure why. But like everything else in my life I am just going to walk forward.

Thank you everyone for your hands. So many hands and hearts.

HDS

4/21/2016 18 comments

Ballet Dreams

by Hazy Day Sunflower 4/21/2016

written by Hazy Day Sunflower

Rocketman posted an article some time ago about a Ballet dancer who was murdered. He was deeply touched by her story. This Rocketman is for you.

On quiet days like today I dream of ballet dancing. My feet don’t touch the ground and there is nothing but music and the faint smell of strawberries.

Be kind to yourself. Love yourself.

4/21/2016 0 comment

Tulip Dreams

by Hazy Day Sunflower 4/21/2016

written by Hazy Day Sunflower

Drowning, I love your pictures. Thank you for posting them.

I am in rough shape so comments are turned off. Glad you are feeling better.

The rain cold on my tongue
this red tulip sways and
for fifty seven seconds I am
at complete peace with myself.

4/21/2016 0 comment

I Bet My Live

by Hazy Day Sunflower 4/21/2016

written by Hazy Day Sunflower

HDS

Update HDS: I’m wearing the same tinfoil hat as the boy in the second video. I highly recommend using Reynold’s Heavy Duty though, generic just doesn’t do the trick.

4/21/2016 0 comment