Good Morning everyone!
A little bit of hope this morning.
Thank you for holding my hand, those of you that don’t think you do, you might be the one that holds it the tightest.
HDS
Edit: and then THIS queued up. Got no explanation.
Thank you for letting me color in your profile pic.
Love yourself.
Be Kind.
HDS
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UU9fCqnMlgU
Love yourself, be kind.
Edit: I thought about writing a lot about how I feel but I don’t think I could say it any better than a painting and a song.
The sky was amazing this morning.
This heals me. One painting at a time. Thank you for listening and viewing this.
The breeze smells of the last
Touch of daylight and you
Walked quietly towards a
Sunrise uniquely your own.
Comments are off. I’m OK.
Love yourself, be kind.
HDS
Truimphant
This was fun. thank you for the project.
HDS
Edit: I haven’t been commenting a lot. I’m still not totally ready to dive back into the site, although I want to and I am trying to contribute as much as I am able. It was a struggle to turn back on comments and I have found drawing for everyone here helps a lot too. I guess my drawings are an extension of my words since I don’t have a lot of them lately. […]
Fist things first. Since this is a tale of redemption it needs a soundtrack. What better than Cordless’s ode to HDS:
http://suicideproject.org/wp-content/uploads/2016/04/Hyper-Haze.mp3
Now for the tale…
Last May I was at the pet store buying kibble or something related to cats when I found myself staring at the feeder tank. For those folks unfamiliar with feeders they are these little goldfish that are sold to feed to other fish. They are considered throw away fish. I stood there for fifteen minutes watching these little fish swim around, crowded, frantic. They didn’t know their own fate, they only knew the tank they resided […]
Thank you for allowing me to interpret this.
Have a wonderful evening. Love yourself and be kind.
As promised Whiskered, hoping your day is gentle.
Love yourself, be kind to yourself.
HDS
To counterbalance that terrifying drawing. Love yourself, be kind.
“Polaroid”
I’m a reckless mistake
I’m a cold night’s intake
I’m a one night too long
I’m a come on too strong
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ufegdUMASzM
All my life I’ve been living in the fast lane
Can’t slow down
I’m a rollin’ freight train
One more time
Gotta start all over
Can’t slow down
I’m a lone red rover
I’m a hold my cards close
I’m a wreck what I love most
I’m a first class let down
I’m a shut up sit down
I am a head case
I am the color of boom
That’s never arriving
At you are the pay raise
Always a touch out of view
Well that last attempt to upload was so full of crazy it wouldn’t load.
Well try again. Welcome to Club HDS. No cookies or snacks this time, the month doesn’t end in B.
Thank you Phantom. I feel like I got the last bit of crazy out tonight.
Wow. Just wow.
Sorry for the drama the last week. I’m out the other end. Not sure why. But like everything else in my life I am just going to walk forward.
Thank you everyone for your hands. So many hands and hearts.
HDS
Rocketman posted an article some time ago about a Ballet dancer who was murdered. He was deeply touched by her story. This Rocketman is for you.
On quiet days like today I dream of ballet dancing. My feet don’t touch the ground and there is nothing but music and the faint smell of strawberries.
Be kind to yourself. Love yourself.
Drowning, I love your pictures. Thank you for posting them.
I am in rough shape so comments are turned off. Glad you are feeling better.
The rain cold on my tongue
this red tulip sways and
for fifty seven seconds I am
at complete peace with myself.
HDS
Update HDS: I’m wearing the same tinfoil hat as the boy in the second video. I highly recommend using Reynold’s Heavy Duty though, generic just doesn’t do the trick.
Thank You.
HDS
I took 17 steps into your arms
Your smell evergreen and liquorice
That cool lake we swam at was just
Me wishful thinking you were my own.
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