Dead Flowers
I don’t know what to do or where to go in life anymore. It’s not like I can either. When I try to push my life forward, it just gets worse for me and I feel like I’m pushing on a concrete wall. My life just can’t go anywhere. I feel like I am whining about it at this point on. But it’s really always been like this. But now it’s really beginning to threaten me. Because there is something I want. There is something I truly want. And I need to move my life forward to get there. But it seems so impossible. My […]
It’s the beginning of October and I feel like I’m gonna be suffering a little more than usual. I always feel more depressed during this time of year. It’s a month I’m born in. But also this month marks something 2 years back that I regret so much.
Hello again, SP.
First of all, I wanna thank everyone who has been on wavelength since February and stayed active for months. Sadly after I went dark, everyone kind of separated (except for a few of us in the Skype group) and it has been inactive for a long time. And I think it’s time to bring it back. Because if it wasn’t for those who joined, chatted and shared music with all of us. I don’t know if I would’ve made this far. I’ve linked the posts for both Wavelength and the Skype group. Come join us and hang out. I hope some of the […]
Hello, SP.
This has been consistently happening since a month or two back now. What has been happening is that I sometimes repeat typed words in a single sentence, while the sentence in my head is whole. But I don’t just repeat it. I replace the word before the repeated word with the word that comes after it.
For example I thought of the sentence “I want to go to the grocery store”. But instead I typed out “I want to go the the grocery store”.
I looked around and thought about that I might have developed Palilalia. A type of language disorder. But I don’t now. I […]
I really like the programmer humor in the Get with the program post. So I remade Get with the program in PHP script 🙂
I renamed a few things and redid some of the comments to how I comment. And I left some untouched as they were perfect as they were. I do feel like my humor and creative thinking is a little dead though.
<?
/**
* The adult Earthling.
*/
class adultEarthling {
function __construct() {
// By default, adult Earthlings are insane.
$this->sane = false;
/* By default, adult Earthlings are miserable, but that can fluctuate.
An integer allows for that flux. */
$this->happiness = 0;
[…]
Yes. More wolf related posts from yours truly.
I absolutely come to love this (Progressive Metalcore) Stillworld album by Invent, Animate, and the songs so relate-able. They put so much heart and effort into it, and you can definitely hear that. I linked the whole playlist. Hope you all enjoy it as much as I do.
It’s sad, isn’t it? I don’t think so. I think it’s natural and logical. I used to listen to a music podcast (Monoverse Radio) which always opened up with “You’re born alone, and you die alone. And this world just drops a bunch of rules on top of you, to make you forget these things.”. Einsamkeit might like the podcast.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q6rHZ-iXNs8
I found this video last year and I’d like to share it here. It’s sad what one’s suicide can do to someone else’s life. I’d like to believe that committing suicide isn’t selfish. In this case. It might have been.
I’m wondering if you’re still lurking around. It’s been a while since we’ve heard of you. I hope you’re ok. We miss you 🙁
So it finally happened. There is now a Skype group. Join if you want. Just keep in mind if you care about keeping yourself anonymous, you might want to create a throw away account.
Link to join the group: https://join.skype.com/kuwC6kf2G87I