It’s funny how things work out. I’ve been through so much pain and so many trials. I never thought I would make it this far. God gives you darkness to build you up, then He gives you light to show you that you made it. My boyfriend has brought me back to Him and showed me there is something much bigger than my problems. I stay reading the Bible and I stay in prayer while he does the same. Thing is in a relationship, “if he’s not helping you to become a better person, succeed, and be happy, you need to let him go.” I […]
Just read a highly inspiring post called “Why are you still here?”. That is a great question, why are we (hurt, abused, heart broken, destroyed, ready to give up on life) still here? Everyone has a reason, everyone has a PURPOSE. It took a lot for me to find that out. I’m pretty depressed right now, it has actually gotten worst as this new year came in, nothing has gone right everything is turning for the worst. Dreams, memories, everyday experiences all going wrong. Came on here to read over my posts to see how far I’ve gotten, but that one post caught my eye […]
Well I’m back again and glad to know I’m not pregnant but because of the scare he left me and I’m starting to regret that it happened. . . but I’m over it and I’m glad we are no longer together because surprisingly if i was he wasn’t going to be there for me or our child. During that time i had time to meditate and mature some more and realize i should just exclude everyone out my life and start over 🙂 even though i still have days i cut myself because of frustration I’m very much good and getting better thank you for […]
Hello, it’s been a while since I’ve been on here posting my feelings and troubles. I’m back because I have some new stories to tell. I am now currently 14, finally, turning 15 in 6 months. My last post was about my ex-boyfriend and his cousin, gladly that issue is resolved with (on my hand) some people will call “tell dad about it”. My father is a good man even though I have not had him in my life until last year. Well it is now 2013 and I am finally in high school getting great grades 3.0 GPA. I have my life mapped out […]
Besides me and my friend’s brother’s mishaps, I seem to have two secret admirers. One is my ex-boyfriend I was contemplating about having sex with, he tries to rub on my vagina and my breasts, other one is one that flirts with me a lot and smacks my butt and pinching my breasts. I don’t know what to do about this I keep telling them stop, but they continue doing it. My ex-boyfriend he wants me one day then doesn’t want me the next. The flirt wants me everyday but my friend wants him and I want her to have him since me and her […]
I have a shameful story today. Well I liked my best friend’s brother for a while now, I did tell her, and we never told him. So one day me, her, and her mother were supposed to go to a fashion show because her mother is a model and the girls needed help getting dressed and undressed. I came in a dress, that’s what I thought we had to wear, but her mother wasn’t there so we had to wait til she got home. Me and my friend along with her brother were in their parents room listening to music, then he asked if I […]
I haven’t been on here for a long time because I really needed sometime to think. Thank you for all your comments they were very inspiring and helpful. It seems like everyone on here could be my family even if my family doesn’t want me, I see that. But now I have something popping up and I don’t know how to deal with it. I have had abusive boyfriends, cheating boyfriends, ‘use and go’ boyfriends, and just to sum it all up ‘BAD BOYFRIENDS’. It’s my fault for having boyfriends at a young age, but that is what i turned to for comfort, boys. I […]
I’m 13 turning 14 but i want to kill myself becuase im a burden to my family. they nva tld me but my grandma said i make their lives difficult. thats enough evidence for me. i told two of my friends and they said i shouldnt do it but im tired off all the crap and pain my grandma is putting me through. i tried to kill myself wen i was 10 but i survived and wanted to kill myself ever since bcus wen i was 7 i was malested by my uncle so […]