I’m 13 turning 14 but i want to kill myself becuase im a burden to my family. they nva tld me but my grandma said i make their lives difficult. thats enough evidence for me. i told two of my friends and they said i shouldnt do it but im tired off all the crap and pain my grandma is putting me through. i tried to kill myself wen i was 10 but i survived and wanted to kill myself ever since bcus wen i was 7 i was malested by my uncle so i went to live with my mom and her boyfriend i was put out n the streets to prostitute for him my mom didnt care but on my first nite the police got to me b4 anyone else could. as time passed i had to live with my great grandma again wit my uncle he kept messing with me. if i dint try to kill myself wen i was 10 he wouldve taken my virginity. so i lived in a foster home for a year and a half then came to California to live with my aunt but ive gave her a hard time so i started living with my grandma and now she doesnt want me. :'( no one wants me so why should i even live i want to die again.! but how can i committ suicide this time? different or just hang myself again.?
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You’ve been blessed with a lot of selfish uncaring people in your life. But you don’t need these self-centered people to love you for your life to work out and surprise them. It takes a really long time to convince yourself of this, but you don’t need nobody to love you except you. Sometimes I feel like I just have myself and only myself in this whole big world – and then I push through a few more days and meet another person who just proves to me that people are good at heart. Not all of them, but there are good people out there and you’ll meet them. The only person who has to love love love you is you – try to be a good mom and grandma to yourself. 13 year old grandma – think on that. You can do this!
Can’t even imagine how horrible you’ve had it. Maybe you can find a friend who can help you.
http://suicideproject.org/2012/07/so-you-want-to-end-your-life-♥-read-this-if-it-doesnt-change-your-perspective-then-email-me-and-talk-to-me-♥/
Can we be friends on instant messenger. Do u have an IM. Mines Christopher2425@hotmail.com. just add me and we can chat when ur feeling down & out
That’s one of the worst stories I’ve heard on this blog. The only thing you have going for you is your youth and the fact that if you work hard you will one day get out of the situation you’re in and move on to a financially prosperous, healthy and fulfilling life.
hi you are very brave kid you call my attention because your life is not easy i wish you the best you deserve it
I want you. I want you as a friend. Id love to take you in my house and finish raising you as a child of my own. You are very strong to go thru crap like that. You are very special. If you ever need anyone email me. I care about you my love. 🙂
You’re beautiful DominosJ. Stay strong, just as the other commenter said there ARE people out there who care. Zx