dontwant2feel
I wanted to exit today. My mental and physical pain grows worse each day. So I have my plan in order except for 1 ingredient. Never slept last night but by the time I get into my car I’m actually relieved and a sense of calmness comes over me. But despite the 5 places I tried I could not find it!!!
I’m so disappointed but I still have this calmness. I will order the product on-line tomorrow and should have it by the end of the week.
I know when it comes I will be ready and today’s feelings were only […]
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Inurance will probably not pay but can’t hurt to ask. If you can’t get it approved keep the denial letter. If you do off yourself let your family know you tried this but your insurance wouldn’t pay and along with the denial they may be able to sue.
and at 4:44 a.m. PST I was supposed to celebrate by putting my self out of this miserable existance. Due to funding issues I have to wait a while longer. It will be a belated gift but the best one I’ve ever received in 51 years. So when I blow out my candles today you will all know what I’m wishing for and the best thing is I know I’m going to get my wish.
They have many mental issues they would like to be better educated on, bipolar, alzheimers, pcyzo, etc. I’m sure the method of exit decided upon can make a big difference as they have a limited amount of time to retrieve the body. Is this something anyone else would consider. They actually will creamate you and return remaining ashes to family at no cost to them.
Irony. I know my favorite color is blue but it seems pretty ironic that my family brought me back a souvenir mug from the M&M factory that is blue and says “It`s all good” on the inside.
While I appreciate the jesture, they admit they don’t understand depression, it almost makes me want to cry every time I use it. I`m such an ungrateful *****.
is not a sign of weakness but rather that you have been strong for far too long.
To stay on the phone with someone as they are going through with their exit plan?