I’m 23. It’s been 3months since I’ve registered at this site. 6 months in depression. I won’t bother to type my story again since I’m tired of telling it. All that needs to be known is that I’m tired and sick of it all. I failed so many times and so many people. I failed myself as well. I should have bettered myself, I could have. Would, should, could. I’m tired of everything. The past 6 months has been nothing but darkness and sadness. It’s already been half a year, and I have gotten no where.. I’m trying my best to better myself, to keep […]
These lyrics from the song by Tears for Fears always play in my head. It’s sad that it is a good song, yet these first lyrics.. these lyrics.
Welcome to your life
There’s no turning back
Even while we sleep
We will find you
Acting on your best behavior
Turn your back on mother nature
Everybody wants to rule the world
Well, I’ve been depressed for 6 months now. I’ve been on this site for 3 months. My life fell apart during the first month of this year. I’m cutting my loses and trying to move on. I’ve actually made attempts to try to better myself as a person. I’m been going to psychiatrist for 3 months. I’ve decided on taking driving courses. I’ve also went back to the gym. Still, life bullshit keeps raining down on me and I’m finding out that I am my biggest hurdle. I look in the mirror and I see an enemy. I’ve messed up more times then I can […]
In the recent months, I’ve decided to try to get back on track. To try and break from this depression I’ve been going through. I’ve been keeping busy exercising, working on getting my drivers license. Try to be strong. It feels like I’m being beat at every turn. I’m trying to hold on what ever hope my be left for the good days ahead. This year is the worst year for me to date. I’m trying to work to be a better person for my own sake so I can actually maintain healthy relationships. I’m waiting on good days, but I’m growing tired each day. […]
We all go through pain. Whatever the cause, pain is pain. No one likes to be in pain when it comes to emotions. We all have stories, I want to share mine. I am 23, college grad recently, I’m good looking and I go to the gym.. I use too. I stopped going. I stopped doing lots of things that I use to love doing. I’ve been depressed for 3 months, 2 months before I was suffering from anxiety. I’ve never felt like a winner before in my life. Anything that I do always blows up in may face till this day no matter how […]