eternaldarkness

So in another post, I had mentioned someone new just moved in to the apt below me. She is effing terrible and I can’t stand her. She’s only been here for 4 nights and it’s already a nightmare.

Day1- Sat- she moves in on a Saturday, but doesn’t stay over. Hear noise during day but it’s move in so okay.

Day2- Sun- she moves furniture all day Sunday, loud noises all day. I know it’s move-in so I was like okay. It gets somewhat quieter around dinner time, guess she’s out at dinner. Then at 10PM, bit*ch starts up […]

I literally came home straight from the doctors yesterday evening to an apt full of smoke. Asshole in the apt 2 floors below smoked- again- and my apt literally smelt like an ashtray. I had complained to the office 3 weeks ago, and he had laid low for a bit, then started smoking up a few days later. But the smoking was less and I thought maybe he was making an effort to smoke inside his apt rather than outside (still not allowed and I can still smell the smoke even if he smokes inside his apt).

I decided not to […]

the day I was born because all I have is bad luck.

It’s one of those days where everything goes wrong- and I’ve only been out the apt for a few hours.

1- I was already irate waking up tired due to shitty new person who moved to the apt below me. Bit*ch was moving furniture and making thuds till 1 fucking AM. And that’s after being a bit*ch the previous night of moving her shit till 12AM.
2- I had to go get groceries before all the stores close for stupid Thanksgiving today- a day, by the way, celebrates the extermination of a group of people who’s only crime was living in a land some […]

Thought some of you might get a kick out of this:

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MOTIVATIONAL PRODUCTS DON’T WORK.
BUT OUR DEMOTIVATOR® PRODUCTS DON’T WORK EVEN BETTER.

–LOL

Which one’s your favorite?

Who here will be all alone?

Currently, we barely have either. But if you could only choose 1, which would you choose for this world?

Do you feel like you’re cursed? I feel like there’s a literally black cloud above my head, following me whereever I go. If there’s a 1/100 chance of something bad happening, it happens to me. I am one of those people who, no matter what I do, always has shit happen to me.

I have seen it in a few others- you know those people- who keep having shit happen to them and have bad luck after back luck (we’re not talking stupidity here, not talking about people doing dumb idiotic things and making dumb decisions). I’ve also seen a […]

I never had a chance to have a decent, normal life. It was taken from me at birth.

It’s time for driverless cars- cars that can drive themselves. Clearly humans can’t be trusted to drive properly. How many car accidents are there a year? a day? TONS. How many times do people cut you off, sudden brake, tail gait, won’t let you merge, pass or exit? How many times do people needless engage in car horn wars that pollute the air and irritate your eardrums? Daily.

How many times do people hit pedestrians? Or nearly hit them? How many times do people drive drunk or tired? How many collisions and near collisions are there? […]

People on the road are extra shitty and rude today, more than the usual. Is it just where I am or is this thing of getting ready for thanksgiving next week making people more crazy, shitty and impatient than usual? Did they spike the air with some asshole sprinkles? Or did something else happen in the news today? I’ve been away all day so haven’t checked the news.

It’s too bad voodoo isn’t real- if it were, I’d take a paper effigy of myself and burn it, and it would turn the real me into ashes- into nothingness.

It is ironic how fragile life is, and yet, so hardy at the same time. A life can be taken at the blink of an eye, yet, those with eternal torment in their soul are unable to end their misery.

You know which one.
The one that doesn’t belong.
The one that is not like the others.
The one that is an outcast, different.
The one with the tortured soul.
The one who’s punished with eternal suffering.

Let’s say you’re stuck on some island / remote jungle / or twilight zone. If you were allowed only 1 food, what would it be? Pizza? Cereal? Hot Pockets? lol. Or maybe soda? Chocolate? Oranges? Chicken? Only 1 food, no categories- can’t cheat and say I want all fruits or all vegetables, or all frozen foods. Or all meat. A specific type of food only. And that’s all you had to eat every single day.

I just had chips and cake for breakfast. Yes, Breakfast of Champions

The only good thing about being a zombie, not being able to sleep, and waking up at 4AM is that during those few hours (betw 2-5AM), people are inside, there is no traffic, there are no annoying kids, no annoying people talking. It’s quite peaceful. Of course, that was a few hours ago and it’s daylight now, and people are out and about again.

It’s kind of like a fresh layer of snow that falls in the middle of the night- so beautiful and clean- and then after an hour of humans walking and driving on it, it turns all gray and black from […]

a to go order, do you call them and complain? If so, how often, and do you call every time, or just when they screw up so bad you have to?

It’s like at least ONE item of EVERY order, (or every other order), seems to go wrong. And because it’s a to go order, you can’t return it. And you can’t go back and show them. It gets garbaged and wasted. And I lose money on it. This place I went to usually does a pretty good job of not messing up (but they do totally skimp on […]

When I die…[fill in your thoughts]…