Everything else in my life has fallen apart or is non-existent.
No love, No friendship, No Internal Peace, No External Peace,
Low in Health, Low in Money,
High in Pain, High in Depression.
Just wish I never fucking existed. FML. Just FML.
hate, hate, hate…hate, hate, hate…
double hate
loathe entirely!
https://www.youtube.com/shorts/Fs5hZIQ6RQc
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Why “life is so wonderful”?
Wonderful for WHO?
Just bc YOU have a great life doesn’t mean life is great or wonderful for someone else.
People just can’t see anything beyond themselves.
Selfish idiots.
(btw, this is post is about OTHER ppl constantly telling me how “life is so wonderful” whenever I tell them how depressed I am or how hard my life is. they always exclaim how wonderful life is, and I’m like, yeah, for who, YOU?)
I fucking HATE my shit ass family. It’s xmas eve. NO ONE invited me to Thanksgiving or Xmas.
I have an infection on my arms and legs and can’t walk and NO ONE is fucking helping me. I can barely get dressed let alone walk. Not to grocery store, not anything. I am fucking suffering and NO ONE even bothers to ask how I’m doing, let alone help me in any way or shape. FUCK EVERYONE. I am DONE with them ALL.
Is there any wonder WHY I am angry as shit at life? I’m TIRED of […]
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Too Many PROBLEMS
Too Much STRESS
Not Enough MONEY :'(
Not Enough HEALTH :'( :'(
Does anyone else’s blood boil when having to deal with CSRs? ESPECIALLY shitty Amazon Customer Service. I’m fucking pissed. AN hour and half on the phone/chat and they still don’t do shit. Fucking bullshit.
Have anyone noticed CS has gotten worse since 2020? I mean they were never good but after 2020 it’s been a NIGHTMARE having to talk to them. AND they don’t help you in any way.
Anyhow, just a RANT -_-
I am ALONE in this world.
I have NO ONE.
No one to love me, no one for me to love.
Deprived of Love from Day1 of birth, this sad soul has never known love. Only hate.
Is it a wonder this sad sack of meat is utterly broken?
Why did I have to be born to suffer this shit life?
Why wasn’t I aborted? Fuck this shit called “life.”
These lies are so prevalent that we don’t even know all the lies that’s been told to us by society/industry. We just parrot these common talking points as if they were truth. Meanwhile, everything is told to us on purpose, so this industry and that industry can make a profit here, and there. Every lie we’ve been told has some kind of agenda behind it. Usually to profit some corporation/industry.
I knew it. I knew this rock bottom thing was bullshit, and now I know why. This is all a money-making racket. As 99% of most things in life boils down to the root of.
If ppl think they need to hit rock bottom, they won’t stop their destructive behaviours, bc they think they have to hit “rock bottom” first. And also, friends /family will refuse to help, and many are specifically told to NOT help from AA groups and counselors/therapists bc they “need to let the person hit rock bottom.”
Basically, if family truly help the person, and if friends are sympathetic, […]
We’re told once we hit rock bottom, it’ll be our wake up call and we’ll start to climb back up. But that is a lie. There is no bottom. When you think life couldn’t get worse, it does. Then it gets even worse. And worse. There is no “rock bottom.” I’ve hit “bottom” for the last 18 fucking years. The bottom just keeps getting lower and lower and lower, and life just gets worse and worse. Bottom is death. Nothing else. There is no hitting “rock bottom” whereby your life just magically gets better […]
Our society is fucked up. There is a reason why I am so unhappy with everything. Yes, there’s my personal issues like health and childhood/family traumas, but beyond that, there’s also the fucked up society we are living in that really gets to me. Our society is broken, in so many ways. If I didn’t give a crap like most ppl I know about things, then I could just be fine. The ppl who don’t care are happy as a clam.
Yes, I know I’m pretty fucked up from depression and trauma and everything that’s happened to me, […]
Happy and Evil, or Super Depressed but a good person?
what would it be? A real one, that actual real ppl have.
Ex: Dog Whisperer (like Cesar Millan), Cat Whisperer, Super Hacking Skills, Super Memory, Super Intelligence, Be a Great Liar, Be a Great Manipulator, Super Strong (like Strongman), Super Fast (Usain Bolt), Amazing Singer / Dancer / Actor, etc
to love yourself and still be depressed? Are there ppl here that love themselves, have good self-esteem, and yet is still depressed?
Most ppl are depressed bc they are lacking in self-love, self-esteem, self-confidence. Or hating themselves for what they’ve done/not done, for who/what they are, etc.
Just curious if there are ppl who love themselves yet are depressed.
This Dog has a better life than 95% of humans. -_-
From @Virus.Found:
“Where did my time go? Can I go back in time?” Very much this. Realising how long it’s been, how old I am, desperately wanting to go back.”
From @thehusk:
“will I be able to still make something out of it?” The older I get, the clearer it becomes how limited the future I’ve created for myself is. I have to face that most of my desires aren’t attainable anymore, if they ever were. That my chances of even scraping the minimal amount of contentment are highly unlikely, and in most cases the best I can do is try to find some way to […]