hey @Plainwhite, I read that post before you deleted it. I feel the same fucking way.
I can’t. I JUST CAN’T ANYMORE!!!
So I just put in a search for a former friend of mine from College/JHS. Apparently she is now the DIRECTOR of Information Security at some company. FUCKING A. She was my friend but she is dumb as a rock. By dumb I mean DUMB. This girl LITERALLY flunked out of my university for having <2.0GPA. Her GPA was a 1.7. That’s a COMBINED AVG over a 2 year period. Four semesters of consistently flunking everything.
She got kicked out and had to transfer to another school. She went […]
That’s me. Frank fucking Grimes.
https://screenrant.com/the-simpsons-villains/#frank-grimes
“Frank Grimes isn’t really a bad person, and that’s the problem. He has worked hard his entire depressing life and feels like he deserves more, especially when he meets his moronic new co-worker Homer after getting a job at Springfield power plant. Franks’s jealousy of Homer’s large house, beautiful family and amazing adventures is what sends the hateful feller into an early grave. There is a lesson for us all there. Not sure what that lesson is but it must be something.”
https://simpsons.fandom.com/wiki/Frank_Grimes
“Homer had a comfortable life, a polite family, an adorable baby, a genius daughter, a […]
When were you happy (if ever)?
When did you become depressed? How long has it been?
Do you think you’ll ever attain lasting happiness? What would make you happy?
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Those poor fish. Literally damned if you do, damned if you don’t.
I feel like this. Screwed no matter what, unless you’re the lucky few % that happen to make it through. And I’m certainly NOT one of the lucky few… -_-
This post is about soda- yes, the soda you buy at stores.
So I was at the store yesterday, and I never buy soda (haven’t bought ACTUAL soda in YEARS) but they had a sale on soda- and I bought the 0 sugar 0 caffeine Ginger Ale. It’s pretty much the only mainstream soda I would buy as soda is obviously bad for you. But even 0 sugar 0 caffeine 0 HFCS is still bad and addictive.
IDK what’s in this bottle that’s addictive bc it’s usually the sugar, caffeine and HFCS, but it’s still addictive bc I drank like half the 2L […]
sigh…
I hate humans, but as a human, we need human contact/socialization/acceptance/understanding/love. All of those things. Yet it is difficult to come by these days. UGH.
I never needed anyone before. I was fine on my own and being alone. But now that I have all my emotions back, I feel fucking lonely without true friends and a SO. How do I go back to being fine being by myself??
Fucking emotions. I don’t want them. At least not all of them. Life would be easier and simpler if I just felt LESS and cared LESS.
I’m on the same sites- YouTube, FB, SP, etc.
Any websites out there you use that makes you feel better?
1- Who else has no family (or shitty family) and no SO? Anyone else who will be alone? Or am I alone in being alone? -_-
2- Thanksgiving as taught to us in America was that the Pilgrims and Native Americans sat down and had a lovely meal together. HA! One of the biggest lie there is. Meanwhile, the Brits/Pilgrims slaughtered the Natives- men, women, children. The ones that survived were given Smallpox Blankets so the disease would spread and kill them off- which it did. 90% of Native Americans died from Smallpox, Measles and Flu (or they would […]
Imagine if we suddenly were granted what we lacked?
mindlessgamer- a better job and one that pays better
Heartlessviking- same as mindlessgamer- a job that actually values you and pays you what they should
there’s lots of ppl on here who want a SO- can’t remember everyone’s usernames- but I think MOST ppl on here are either lacking a loving SO or Money. Or both. Like me.
So…money and love eh?
We all just want to be loved and have enough money/freedom. But apparently we’re asking for too much from this world… -_-
Yeah, life is beautiful- for OTHER ppl.
For ppl who have money- who can afford to live in a nice house in a nice neighborhood. OFC life is beautiful. But for the rest of us- cramped into a tiny box called an “apt” surrounded on all sides by shit neighbors- it’s fucking hell. 60% of all Americans live paycheck to paycheck. Life is NOT “beautiful” for us. That’s 60% of the fucking US population. And that’s not taking account the ppl who may not be paycheck to paycheck but are still in rough shape. Like one rung up the […]
Interesting…this just happened to show up in my feed lol
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What would you do (aside from going back in time and aborting yourself)?
Death in a second.
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I am ANGRY at what a shitty hand I was dealt in life. And FRUSTRATED that I can’t make my life work. DEPRESSED and SUICIDAL bc my life isn’t working and is shit.
If we all could make our lives work, or in some of your cases just work better, we wouldn’t be here on this suicide site.
After decades of misery upon misery- just what CHANCE is there that “things will get better”? That suddenly, that I will finally have a good partner, have a few real good friends, have money/not have to worry about money anymore, and my health improves?
I don’t belong in this world. The ppl who thrive in THIS shitty world are:
1- ppl who are born well off- If you weren’t born into money (and by that I mean at least to middle class parents, which btw, HALF the population are NOT) you are pretty much screwed, unless you manage to beat the odds […]
Before the wall cracked, I made decisions like Dr. Spock- I was very analytical and logical- and made decisions that made the most sense. Like for ex, which University to go to given my lack of money, lack of parental support of any kind, and What I should major in, and etc. It turned out that all decisions made were all “bad” decisions in the end- not “bad” as in I stupidly did stupid things, but “zigged” instead of “zagged”- albeit most were unbeknownst to me that it would turn out bad.
It made sense to major in Finance/Business, even though my heart was […]
*I know this post is really long, but I hope some of you read it all the way through*
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This was back in 2009. Yes, a long ass time ago, but I still have not gotten over him. It’s very rare I even like someone enough to go out with them, let alone fall in love with. That was the problem- I didn’t even know at the time I had fallen in love with him.
My whole childhood was full of abuse, so I naturally shut myself off from my emotions and stuffed them into a box I called the “Pandora’s […]
The Assholes and Shitcunts that pretend they’re so sweet and nice on the outside, but are really manipulative and evil on the inside. So many douches masquerade as innocent little lambs, and they fool most ppl. When you try to show friends/family/coworkers who they really are, THEY look at you in disbelief and don’t believe you and attack YOU and defend them bc they’ve all been fooled, and continue to be fooled by those manipulative, lying shitcunts.