This is the first time in all the years I’ve been here that I’ve actually had hope, that I’ve not felt suicidal. Every time I return it is always because I feel like I’m drowning. But to come back this time, knowing that I’m okay with living right now even if it’s really tough at times, it feels like this is still a part of my life I wouldn’t leave behind. It’s such a soothing site and it always has been, just the colour palette and everything.
Even without the darkest of thoughts it is still so soothing. I just appreciate it you know, that we […]