This is the first time in all the years I’ve been here that I’ve actually had hope, that I’ve not felt suicidal. Every time I return it is always because I feel like I’m drowning. But to come back this time, knowing that I’m okay with living right now even if it’s really tough at times, it feels like this is still a part of my life I wouldn’t leave behind. It’s such a soothing site and it always has been, just the colour palette and everything.
Even without the darkest of thoughts it is still so soothing. I just appreciate it you know, that we are all real people who have real struggles, that we can just come here and relate to each other without ever knowing who we all are. There’s something special about this, I hope suicide project continues to thrive for years to come.
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This is a special site indeed. From the days years ago when I was counting down to my demise quite to these days when I keep finding workarounds for otherwise deadly issues, this site remains a comfort day in and day out. This space is a gift.