FateFellShort

I am completely alone, all day every day, unable to do anything because I feel so sick, in unbearable pain, unable to think or concentrate at all. Even just writing this is taking so much out of me. Oh, and the air conditioning’s been broken all week so it’s 90 degrees in the house.

I have literally just been laying in bed in the dark in the same position the entire day, doing nothing at all except trying to survive and occasionally crying because things are so unbearable. I don’t think there’s anyone who cares at all.

I literally just cannot do this anymore.

I’ve […]

It’s one thing to think about suicide, to plan it out, to rehearse it… But actually going through with it? That takes an enormous amount of strength.
I haven’t gotten there yet (but not for lack of trying).