update, I have things set up. I am drinking and thinking things over. Its funny because today my droid razr broke and then my xfinity cable box stopped working. So I am all alone with my thoughts! It is strange how things happen at the same time when I am about to do something. I hit my phone a lot but today it guess it had the final hit and then the screen broke. LOL. After all the times I beat the crap out of it for being slow and me being impatient and infuriated. This is the time it broke! My cable box won’t […]
I am going to do it tonight. I have excitement running through me. I will be free.
IfÂ God didn’t give me such bad genes and put me in a bad situation, I think I would have been a very awesome and badass person. I would be intelligent and I would have good tastes. I think I would be very happy if I could meet that version of myself. In a world not dictated by THIS GOD.
But of course. It’s GOD’s world. He fucks with all of us everyday and makes us INCOMPLETE AND BROKEN ANDÂ sometimes just plain wrong..
I understand the meaning to have a non boring universe but come on… this is just pathetic.. I think we are just controlled […]