so i havent posted on here in a long time my life latley has been crazy:( yes i ave a great fiance whos always here for me and care for me a lot but he doesnt understand the stress of college trying to find a job before i get kicked out and everything else going on with me. Plus i had a miscarriage 4 weeks ago from to much stress (thats why the doctor say is it happened). I really hat emyself for that any my chid min heaven will never forgive me i love it with all my heart i may have only […]
well i guess ill start with my story since some of yall on here are new and i havent posted in awhile. when i was little the one man in my life who was supposed to be there for me left { my dad } and told my mom he hoped i died and was born with aids luckly i wasnt i was just born sick then my mom got with another man who i grew to love and called dad they broke up but i still went to his house with my new half sister everyweekend { to keep you unconfussed later i have […]
some of yall may not know me but im hailey_baby. over my life time ive been through a lot. Horrible father, abusive boyfriend, sisters that hate me and now i have a 3 year old niece to take care of. my life has not been easy but having my niece saved me. if it wasnt for her id be dead. i believe in life theres always someone there to help you. they may not be here now but you gotta hold on and pull yourself through. life may be difficult but it will all be worth it. for me i wait 14 years for that […]
i just relized i never put up my story and thought it might be interresting to yall. Well when i was little i grew up my my just mom and staying with my grandma a lot. My real dad told my mom he hoped i can out with aids and left. when i was about two my mom found a great man that i call my daddy. Hes always been there for me even after they had my little sister and broke up. and he got married he still came and got us every other weekend untill now since the new woman dont like me […]
i just relized i never put up my story and thought it might be interresting to yall. Well when i was little i grew up my my just mom and staying with my grandma a lot. My real dad told my mom he hoped i can out with aids and left. when i was about two my mom found a great man that i call my daddy. Hes always been there for me even after they had my little sister and broke up. and he got married he still came and got us every other weekend untill now since the new woman dont like me […]
i may be stressed an di may have a lot on my plate to deal with at the moment but id be more then happy to help anyone who just needs someone to talk to.
i feel as if im trying so hard to please everyone but just cant do it. i cant plaese anyone because im me. i may pretend to be a big ball of energy but in reality im nt im trying sooooooo hard and i get nothing at all.the strength i used to have is gone now. Â the only person i seem to be good enough for is hailey and shes 3 so its not that hard to please her. i can have the best grades in the whole school but im still ganna get called stupid so whats the point in even trying anymore? i […]
i really dnt understand im happy but emotionally drained. sometimes i dread goin home because i know i have a 3 yr old screaming in my ear and so much to get dne. its so hare to wake up and get motivated and readyu yfor school. i didnt think beeing a 17 year old was this hard. i wish i had could just get an engery boost and get it al done but ti dnt see tht happinig any time soon:/ oh well be glad whens it dne with
some times she want her to tears to catch people eye
maybe then just maybe thell ask whats wrong
maybe then shell find someone to trust
someone who want say suck it up cry baby
someone to tell all her troubles to
maybe then shell have a best friend
maybe then her life will get better
just maybe she can calm her tears and be happy
what happened to the old sp where everyone cared and didnt post mean commments? where we were all here to help each other and this was a site of comfort and a site to get help? its really changed
wow i havent been on here in a while i though id let everyone who cares know how im doin…ive gotton a lot better i still have my times when i gotta fight hard to stay out of the depression slup but im manging to hold my head up:) ive made new friends and did a lot of work to get my self happy agian. i still have the most amazin boyfriend ever and the worlds best friends and haileys doin great she can finnaly say all her abc’s well i guess thats all if anyone need someone to talk to im here to help:)
beaten and brused you left her to lay
always she got back up with a smile
a smile she used for so many things
to hide everything and protect you
to show everyone everything was “great”
to make them think she was happy
she hid all those scars, brusies and tears
but now
those tears are slowly starin to fall
that smile is fading
all those things you told her are replaying in her head
so many problems you caused her
trust, love, happiness all things you ripped from her
once a happy happy girl now a sad misrable thing
you ripped her to pieces […]
im so tired of beeing put down yeah i know im useless, stupid, annoying, and weird and a lot of other things. yeah i have an amazin boyfriend that i know loves me a lot and wouldnt ever put me down but that one person cant put up with me for me for to much longer:”( like my ex always says no guy can put up with me for long then they cant stand me just like everyone else. i swear i hate life i wish it would all just end but that would kill him and hailey shes got to have me or she […]
beaten and brused you left her to lay
always she got back up with a smile
a smile she used for so many things
to hide everything and protect you
to show everyone everything was “great”
to make them think she was happy
she hid all those scars, brusies and tears
but now
those tears are slowly starin to fall
that smile is fading
all those things you told her are replaying in her head
so many problems you caused her
trust, love, happiness all things you ripped from her
once a happy happy girl now a sad misrable thing
you ripped her to pieces […]
well im 17 im changing my life around doing away with the depression and taking out the old people that made me that way that really arnt my friends in the first place. the only true friends i had both died not even a year ago. \ im a very good listner and can relate to a lot of yalls stories and i really need new friend to talk to so just comment, add me on facebook or send me an email at tigger944@yahoo.com oh and that the email for my facebook to.
i know i cant stop you if you really want to end it all but i can say this less then two weeks ago i was ready to end it too i had everything ready but i re though things and didnt do it and now lifes getting a lot better for me i got a great new boy friend who by the way was going to kill his self but insted he wound up doing a great thing that night:) i have pretty good grades in school now and i relize how much i would have missed out on if i did do that […]
god i dont know what to do anymore. i try so hard to make everyone happy but it seems like the only person i can make happy is hailey wow that not a big accomplishment at all she 2 i can smile at her and shes happy but my sisters mad at me so i cant see hailey for awhile. i try my best to make good grades and be the best person i can be i try to be happy and pull myself from depression but it just not working i cant even stand to look at myself anymore im just so disgusted. im […]
im gann a take a whole bottle of my moms xnaxes then im ganna take the two mile walk to the bridge near my house taking my last breath and then im ganna jump. im tired of beening here all i am is a wortless ugly piece of shit. i dnt deserve to be here anymore. all i do is hurt people and i cant stand even looking at myself anymore it all just to much for me to take. no one will miss me my mom wants me dead and my dad never cared an the rest of my family wouldnt care except mayb […]
i already take care of my 2 year old niece everyday except on those rare occasions when her mom wants her for a night or so. i get up with her when she crys at nite, feed her, give her a bath and right now she sick so i got to deal with that to and still get up at 6 in the morning to go to school. now my mom wants me to get a job our i got to move out and still make good grades with out help with watching hailey. i dnt know what im ganna do im really starting to […]
ok so i had this rly great boyfriend we dated 4 almost 7 mths n he always said hed never hurt me but last nite he texted me and told me that we were over and didnt give a explanition 4 it at all he said he never wanted to tlk 2 me agin n tht he didnt care what i did becuz i hurt him. how? i have no idea should i try to tlk 2 him and see if we can work on our relationship or should i just move on?
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