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I’d like to say thanks to everyone on this site that helped me in my time of despair. I’ve made changes in my life and reached out to the ppl I truly do love and realized that there is always hope but we Suicide attempters must be willing to acknowledge! I want everyone on this site to reassess what makes them happy and work towards that goal everyday regardless of what others think.

A special thanks for Deep Abyss, Crying on the Inside, Smiling on the Outside for being their for me when I didn’t even know how to be there for myself. I truly […]

I’m currently in bed laying down with a long scarf wrapped around my kneck in the most tightest way so I can cut off blood circulation to my brain and be dead and fall asleep and hopefully not wake up from this ever. The method is called the ‘choking game’ and is legit research it if you want y’all. It’s a little discomforting but hey it’s obvious none of us has a way of ending it so this the next best thing for me. I already feel like I’m losing it a little cause my face is really red and their is veins showing in […]

@Deep Abyss – is the only one that gets me.

I didn’t go through with the bleach cause it probably would kill me but I’m just going to try playing the choking game by myself and tying a scarf around my neck as tight as possible and go to sleep with nose plugs so I can’t breath that way either until I pass out in my sleep. Yeah it sounds kinda crazy but it kills people and at this point I could careless if that’s a little pain. I’m going to do this during my sleep tonight so I can’t wake up the next morning. […]

I just filled up a 20 ounce bottle of clorox bleach and plan on drinking it soon. My story is long but basically my life is done. I refuse to change my mind so NO don’t say don’t do it. I will drink it and hopefully die asap

I’m trying to end it and have my mind set. Please tell about the h2s way the mixing of household chemicals. Please help me with this asap! Reply quickly please

So the nicotine patches haven’t arrived yet so i thinking about something else. Things have just gotten outright worst this week and there is nothing I can do but end it at this point.

So can someone please quickly tell me about the h2s method . I’d really like to do it and have read that it’s just mixing of household products. But what are these products??? I’ve read bleach and ammonia or bleach and toilet cleaner but what exactly is it??? I saw new stories about people who have died this way And the reporters mentioned that the products were common household products someone […]

Fml I have lost all hope and confidence today was outright hell. Going to school and coming home to my same problems. I wish I ordered the nicotine patches to come today instead of Thursday cause I would’ve killed myself a long time ago! I can’t wait til Thursday to die I want to end this now.

I have a question… How do I get through these days at school right now knowing that in the back of my mind i want to end it and am planning to this Friday? How do I face being in class in a a hour listening to other people talk about their weekend while my weekend i looked for ways to end it.

How do I talk to colleagues (not close friends just people I say hi and bye to really) in the real world knowing that Im planning to end my life.

What are your guys thoughts on this ?
Please respond quickly I’d […]

Hey does anybody know the person Angel Ashes method to end it this person said they had a good way to end it but didn’t post what it was. If anyone knows what that method was can you please post it. Also Angel Ash of you get a chance to be online can you please post it? I’d like to really know. Thanks all

I want to end it as soon as possible my life is not worth it as I’ve ruined before now I’d like to ruin it for good. Today I spent the whole day looking for painless ways to end it. The only thing that excited me today and can probably ever can at this point is the fact that I found a painless accessible way to end my life. I found a painless way to end it.

I wake up everyday around 5am breathing fast anxious to start the day because I have no future. I become more buried when I see the thousands of people at my uni. laughing and doing well in classes with ease. Family/school problems have done lead me to this point and I honestly just want to end it. I’m sure at this point everyone I talk to can see and hear the anxiety and depression in my voice and face. I can’t compete in this world and I’m reminded of that everyday and that’s all I can think about.

I have nothing to look foward to […]

I ruined my life school, social and family wise. No one cares about me and I need an escape so I want to ruin it for good. I took 15 hydrocodone apap 5-500 trying to overdose but just ended up feeling sick for one day. Every morning I wake up with anxiety and have such hard time breathing just thinking about how bad things have gotten. At this point i want to die and end all this pain. I can’t even have a regular conversation with somewhat close friends and family members because of the depression in my voice. My plan now is to buy […]

I feel so alone and attempted to die with pills but it only caused vomitting and made me look like a sick freak to my family even though they don’t know what happened. I realized that that was a bad method and made me look like a bigger freak to my family for getting sick. Please someone tell me where to get easier access to potassium cyanide. Is it possible to get it without a license please If someone has it I will buy it please email at hnli374@gmail.com. The pain is too much and also is sodium […]

I’m 20 and my life feels so depressing my grades are bad to the point where I won’t be able to well to conentrate I have extreme anxiety so can’t focus on much of anything without thinking I may fail. I feel so behind in life and the pain is constant no one understands and just tells me to do better but I feel hopeless and depressed about myself that it’s hard to have any motivation. I’ve attempted with pain killer drugs and took 15 at once but just threw up the whole day and made me look like a sick, weak person that always […]