Living hurts now- living in the way it’s not living. Being confined to a desk and ruled over by a group of people who don’t know or care. It’s just so meaningless. I’m just alone here- hopeless and scared. But I’ve always got on a happy mask and muddle through the day.
And then there’s the guy. The unattainable guy who you can’t shake. Love is awful. It’s always rewarded with nothing but rejection. Or it’s just never expressed and your just there- without the strength to say anything. You watch them love others, and you can’t help but feel awful. At least I do.
I used […]