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I hate every second of every day, I hate waking up. Does anyone know the point of living? I only live to waste earth’s resources for my selfish needs, spreading negativity and depression everywhere I go. I don’t see why Im needed here

I feel completely and utterly worthless and pathetic. Everyone has different expectations of what they want me to be. My friends what something, my parents want something, everybody just expects so much from me.

I’m only one person.

I fail everyone I care about and feelings of hate and depression have been welling up in me for about 5 or 6 years now.

It won’t take much to push me over the edge, I’ve had enough of this shit. Fuck everyone’s expectations, fuck what everyone thinks of me, I’m just tired. I want everything to be over.

Everyone tells me that this feeling will fade with time. I’ve waited […]

It sucks. I hate what she does to me, I feel like shit, and it’s all because of her.

But I love her. She is the most perfect girl on Earth. However, she has a boyfriend. Fuck that asshole.

Normally, because of that I wouldn’t even consider going after her. She’s taken! But she teases me everyday, touching me, she’s all over me. I’ve never felt this way about anyone. I just want to be with her. And it destroys me whenever I see her and her boyfriend, knowing they’ve had sex and done countless things. She knows it’s hurting me and that I’m obsessed with her, […]

My life has gotten so fucking terrible lately, it’s funny just because of how ridiculously horrible it is. I’m finally ready to die, and have figured out a way to kill myself. I don’t think I’m gonna make it to the year 2020, and everyone else would be better off without me.

I know people would miss me and cry over me and shit, but I hold everyone back, and that’s just a fact you can’t avoid. I have suffered almost every mental illness that exists, and I feel like I’m in a point in life right before death: I know I’m about to die, so […]

I get good grades, I’m well behaved, everybody expects me to be perfect. However, last year I got suspended from
high school and there’s a chance that I’m gonna get suspended again. I’m always fucking up, ending it all would make it so much easier. Not only am I getting in trouble at school, at work, at home, everyone hates me. I’m drifting from my friends, there’s literally no one there for me. Fuck my life.

I just always feel it in my conscience and it’s always in my head; that I’m gonna die young. It doesn’t even feel like I’m gonna reach 20 years old. I can’t even picture a future for myself, I can’t even imagine having kids, family around, I’m so reckless in life sometimes cuz I feel like “Why does anything even matter? I’m gonna die soon anyways.”

I just feel like I’m meant to die. I fucking hate living so much.

I’m so god damn lonely, a pretty girl could say the slightest compliment and I would fall head over heels. The next day, they would treat me like a sack of shit and it would break my heart and shatter my self esteem. I’m so fragile its pathetic. It’s not just for girls though. I could meet a new friend, and it seemed like they really understood me and for a few weeks, it feels like I’m not alone. Turns out the feelings weren’t mutual and they cast you aside, and all of a sudden we’re strangers again.

Does anyone have any tips on how to […]

I’ve been fighting with depression for 5 years now, and I can’t honestly say when was the last time I thought “Jeez, life is good” or “Damn I love life”. I have considered suicide countless times, nearly on a daily basis, and have gotten close to doing it a couple times.

However I’m not just here to mope as usual, I want to change my life for the better. I’ve been in a shitty state of mind for way too long now, and I just want to be happy. I have done lots of research on how to get better, but I don’t think there’s a […]