heartcore

I agree that one of the most difficult things about a relationship is for two unique individuals to act towards a singular goal. Of course it’s like any organization like a sports team or a corporate office or even an ecosystem, where all have separate duties but as a whole they accomplish one success after another…

I want everyone to be happy. But why do I feel like the monkeywrench in the machine?

I feel like just leaving.

and I am going to die breaking out. Don’t tell me that ‘the sky’s the limit’ when there are footprints on the Moon and a remote control toy on Mars. My body may become a future generations’s fossil fuel, but I am setting my spirit free. Fuck the stormtroopers and your masters. I am no longer your lab thing. I won’t see you in Hell. I won’t be here. 😀

Fuck your lies. No offense to Gaia, but I’ve wanted to get off this planet for decades. Fuck your illusions, your wargames, your stupid tech, your amusements, and your apathy. You’re lame in your torture, pathetic in all executions, even with the resources your oppression truly does cause me to romanticise my eventual death… All this fucking pain I go through because all the right people are dying for the wrong reasons… Yeah, I want to quit. I want to just grab that blade and end Me… But that’s where the real pain comes in… As much as I want to fucking die I can’t […]

http://suicideproject.org/chatroom/