been trying to hold this in for 9 hours … but my muscles hurt from my face to my feet from trying to disguise my body language and my brain hurts… i can logically divulge that things are moving in a good direction for me, soooo this makes no sense that i feel so bad. gawd what a damn struggle!!! its so exhausting to push myself through this day so far! i cant even… there are awful things happening to other people, not me, not anyone that i personally know…… why the fuck am i going through this?!? im satisfied helping out where im able to. my health is where i put it. i just dont get it… maybe the conspiracy people are right and theres poison in the essential parts of the environment..? im not sure what else to think about this… my life is okay. my peeps are okay. there are many people doing a lot of good for others despite the bad guys…. this is stupid.
help
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Maybe you need to take time to yourself, relax and rejuvenate? When under a lot of stress it can subconsciously take its toll on us until we find ourselves feeling miserable without being able to pinpoint exactly why. Treat yourself, look out for your own needs, take time off from anyone who might make you feel negative (if you can) and some of that stress will start to disappear. You might also be dwelling on past instances of unhappiness and are feeling the ‘echo’ of these occasions. Again, focus on surrounding yourself with peace and positivity, and let any past regrets or worry float away.
Have you had your daily bacon?
Hi Req 🙂
Am I confused, or are you Perseph?
@Wig You could’ve at least addressed OP then asked your silly question
Wow wow that conspiracy got a little bit TOO FAR hehe.
Thanks for the etiquette. Much appreciated. I have not been here long enough to know how to post, so your lesson is much appreciated 😉
heartcore,
the unhappy beam does not discriminate.
Thank you all… I totally needed bacon.