done with life . bored with life. Â don’t want to move a muscle. too lazy to do anything..so unmotivated. if death could be painless i would have done it a long time ago. still searching for a painless way to end it all. i miss when i knew how to have fun..how to enjoy myself. every little bad thing makes me feel like suicide is my best option. even something as little as doing school work sets me off and makes me depressed and suicidal. i’ve lost all hope of being happy. i feel so selfish for wanting death..i know people would be hurt..few but […]
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higoodbye
i’m running out of reasons for me. i feel like i make everyones life hell. my family, my boyfriend, and even my friends. i see things and hear things. i can’t stop emotionally eating and i constantly think about hurting myself. i had a problem with cutting and smoking p*t because it helped me feel better..my boyfriend says if i do it again he’ll leave me. but i feel like those things are little but they help me hold on. at night when everyone goes to sleep i fantasize about all these ways to kill myself. my mother wastes money on pills for me that […]