Regretting the deep cuts I made a few days ago… going away on holiday in a week and they wont have faded by then. They are also in a really obvious place. Any ideas on how to cover them other than makeup?
tornapart
tornapart
Like everyone else on here... suicidal, and doesn't know what she's doing. Torn apart and broken, have been ever since I remember. They said it gets better. They lie.
Mind, heart, body, soul are broken. Shattered to pieces. Can’t cry about it any longer, I can’t let them see my tears. Can’t scream any longer, I’ve lost all of my voice. Can’t talk anymore, they don’t listen.
I am cut into a thousand pieces. Torn. Every time I try patch myself up, but the bandages can’t hold the grief. Every time they slice me deeper, to a new level of hurt.
Sleep doesn’t heal the tiredness. If s a different tired. An aching tired. Tired of life, tired of living. Why live if my biggest ambition, biggest goal is to die. One goddamn promise. I […]
They are all lying to you. They told me it gets better. Don’t believe them. They said that they aren’t judging me. They said that I should come out from behind my mask. They said I hate myself. They lie.
I know it doesn’t get better. I’m never going to be accepted by them. They told me to get rid of my mask. They wouldn’t know what to do if I took it off. I do not struggle with self confidence issues. They just believe that anyone who isn’t the perfect picture in the magazine does. They told me that I can trust them.
They said they […]
I am invisible
i fade into nothing
They don’t see me, or hear me
I hide in the dark.
I wait until they see me.
They never do.
This is killing me.
I’m a suicide survivor of many times. I decided that’s it’s gonna be better to try to have a life. But how do I do that if I’m invisible. There is no one there. All my friends at school tell me they notice me when I say I feel invisible, but I know they don’t. They don’t really want me to be there. I don’t want to talk to them really, but they are […]