My biggest fears are 1. That I’ll be found prematurely and 2. That I’ll be sent to the psych ward. I don’t want it to be public knowledge that I even thought of actually attempting suicide, let alone attempted and got “saved” because my timing was off or some mysterious thing happened that made someone have to come back and they discovered me. I don’t want doctors and nurses to know what’s wrong with me or think I’m “one of the crazies”. I don’t want other “crazies” to know who I am or what I did or that I’m there. I guess it’s my pride […]