I have repetitively tried to kill myself in the past 3 or 4 years. My Doctor and counselor hospitalized me the day my dad committed suicide because they said i had an 80% chance of doing it myself. I was VERY close with my father.. i was only 12 when he did it. My mother was cheating on him and after 3 months of knowing of who it was and several more details about the affair, he hung himself. That morning my family lied to me and said they found him laying in the garage then told me i was heading to the mental hospital. […]