I’m always thinking if i ever go crazy, what would be the thing that makes me crazy. This seems like it’s getting there, and that is making me close…what would it be? When will i get crazy?
What would be the thing that makes me suicide. I’ve tried once in high school, and it was from a fight with a staff, thinking that i’ll make the staff regret for yelling at me, and go to the hospital and make the thing big. But i know that it’s from things that build up with my other friend. But i was saved…
now what would be the […]
I see myself going toward a road with no exit. I know it, but I’m like another me seeing myself going the wrong direction, the one that gets narrower every step, and cannot tell my other me to stop.
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Have I ever told you that I’ve been raped by my cousin before. Yes I have, but you said there isn’t any thing that we could do.
Have I ever told you that I’ve always thought my life was similar to everyone else until I saw what a “real” family is like, and how what I’ve encountered is not in the “average/normal” range…
Have I ever told you I thought of suicide at the age of six, and still hasn’t seen a thing that makes me genuinely wants to continue to stay in this world
Have I ever told you that my emotions are fluctuating […]
God is fair; if he gives you something, he’ll take something away. He gave me a good brain and a good body, but toke away my ability to make close friends. He gave me many talents, but toke away a good family. He gave me… many good qualities, but made my personality pessimistic. I guess personality couldn’t really blame God, because I developed it myself.
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I guess I should start with a statement of “I know that I”m a really lucky person, and life, while not perfect, had been nice to me.” I am born in a really developed country, and have so many benefits that many other countries doesn’t have. I am gifted and loved by god in many ways (learned how to read a language through watching TV, drawings that had won numerous awards and got me a 60,000 scholarship money, performed dance for the Winter Olympics, top three in my school, an hourglass figure, decent face, and healthy body with no mutations…etc.) But I don’t see a […]