Has anyone had electroshock therapy? This is pretty much how I feel about it, but in song form.
Credit: The Mind Electric by Miracle Musical
So I have heard of people writing in journals and doing art. Although I just made a private facebook page to submit all of my feelings about the subject in order not to say it publicly. I’m afraid my friends would stop talking to me if they knew how much on the verge I am.
What techniques do you use?
Hello everyone, I am trying to develop an app to help those who are suicidal on a regular basis (such as myself.) I wanted to ask you a few questions if that is okay, and from your help this app can actually happen one day. 🙂 (Some of these questions are appropriated from metanoia.org. Check it out if you have time.)
What makes it so hard for you to stay?
What do you view suicide as?
How would you commit suicide?
On average, 6 people are intimately affected by the suicide of a friend, family member, etc. Who do you think would miss you the most? (Can be more or less than 6 people.)
Why would those people miss you so much?
What is the thing that brings you a bit of comfort your everyday life? (Activities, Journals, Talking with Friends, etc.)
What is the main signifier that helps you bring yourself back to reality?
What are 4 positive things that you would miss?
Would you use such an app if it were available?
Thanks so much for your time, and battle strong, warriors! 🙂
I am 99% sure that I want to kill myself. I really want to tell someone that so they could say they had a chance to save me, and they can feel less guilty when they can’t, so they can say at least they tried. But I don’t want to tell Julian (fake name) because he would try to stop me. I haven’t felt this sure about anything in a long time.
I’m going to do it. I need to at least try, or I can’t live with myself. (I guess I wouldn’t be living with myself anyway, ha.) I will be documenting the next few days in a personal notebook for complete clarity and honesty, something that I regret not having more of before. It will help me feel satisfied and be a good last page of my life.
This is the thing that makes me feel relieved and happy that I don’t have to stay here for long, I don’t cry about it anymore. So I don’t want my loved ones to cry; this makes me feel more at peace than anything ever has before.
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