It seems never ending, i ready to die i cant do this i spent the last hour readingthe most affective way to die eveything seemed so painful and not always affective, and wake up with a medical problems i cant do this i cant i cant im in to deep and been living like im already dead for the last month ive done nothing, failing all my classes , not hanging out no speaking and not looking foward to living. I really want a less then a second kill i dont want to know whats going on i dont want the pain i […]
I’d like to die soon, thing are just not going the way i plan , this life is way to hard for me, even though i battled through an eating disorder, people think I’m strong, but I’m not it eating me alive,  it made me weaker.I just think all new ways to die, everyday and seem which ones the least painless, I’m done with this pain, i wanna go peacefully. but  i don;t even wanna talk anymore, im fading,not there, i feel numb, i get cuts now and i don’t feel it, i feel irresistible to pain and  feel nothing. The only pain i feel […]
there’s giggle within, but i ignore then cause i know deep inside the pain is much stronger and if i feed into my happiness it will make the fall so much harder when i crash.
I’m to good a procrastination , these excuses, i just want to die already.
Some stranger to me called me a moron today; I guess I don’t even care, why should I, they won’t care when I’m gone.
I have no reason to live, yet no reason to die.
why can’t i just be invisible
why am I trying to look perfect if I’m going to kill myself anyway?
It just constant battles with myself, the only way to end this war is to surrender.
people are only looking for there happiness, but they become selfish and you learn sooner or later your alone and they where just looking out for themselves and when you asking for there help they go on like nothing happened. I’m done with this fucking shit, I was literally crying my eyes out to my best friend and no one could take out 5 minutes to help me, she said to me†i don’t wanna fightâ€, in my head i was like “what the fuck ,where you even listening to anything i was saying; i don’t wanna fight, i want to Dieâ€, not everything is […]
I really looking for a way to go i’ve check to see what this sites about, and every post I read I’ve mostly can relate to.
but i’ve realized it not gonna make me feel better knowing that other people are in this much pain,that a sick way of knowing and wanting people to feel your pain. It makes me angry knowing other have to experience  what I’m going through,I would never want anyone to feel this way. This is not to offend anyone, it just a rant and realization.
I really want everyone to live the life they deserve, it’s cruel of our creator to even […]
Can someone live my life for me, I’d be happy to give you my body.
that way I wont hurt anyone, when I go.
I slowly depart , as I lay in my room
another soul forgets me
who was she?
she was there?
I’ve lost all touch with humanity
love in no reality
People have actually stop responding to my words
they can’t hears my cries
if only they wouldn’t see me i would be gone …..
I’m alone and most of the time rather it be that way,I get very uncomfortable in social situation, I barely go out anymore. I just want to cry all the time and sadness over comes me.My past haunts me, I’ve tried to get help and fix it, but everyone tell me only I can help myself. But I fail miserable wish make me more depressed. I have nothing to talk about I don’t wanna talk, I want to sleep all day and never walk up, Honestly like to live in my dreams. No one understand want I’m going through everyone i’ve tried  to consult in […]
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