there’s giggle within, but i ignore then cause i know deep inside the pain is much stronger and if i feed into my happiness it will make the fall so much harder when i crash.
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Yes, there is a point to allowing, and feeding those feelings of happiness. There is every chance they will become more frequent, longer lasting, and maybe one day stay for good. I have recurrent and treatment resistant depression, so I really understand where you are coming from, but the hopelessness you are expressing is just another symptom of this mOst insidious of all illnesses – depression. If you want to beat depression you have to overcome the thought pattern that there is no hope.
Enjoy your giggles, just live in the moment for now 🙂
You gotta take what you can while you can. Life is too fucked up, especially when your already down, to not take what little bit of happiness you can get. Enjoy the little things and destroy the big things.