i thought about it for too long
just do it
well
i fucked up once again
i hurt someone who means a lot to me
again
Im sorry N.B
to anyone who might be reading this
i’ll do it on Wednesday when my sleeping pills is here
if anyone wanna talk hit me up
minglin2272@gmail.com
good night everyone
As you lie there falling to sleep
I can’t help but think
what’s left to loose
I’ve lost you
many time
your friends said don’t talk to him
“maybe they are right”
what if they are right
what if me leaving is the best for you
for both of us
so I can get going
and you can get better
I don’t know why you are still here
for me
I don’t know why I’m cared for
I don’t deserve you
you are happier without me
I caused you troubles
pain
it’s just one step to one small step to take
by the train platform
just one small step
and I can’t hurt you anymore
just one more heart ache that you will get over
one more
i don’t know […]
here i go again
trying to say things
to make it all easier
to help hurt less when the day comes
being an asshole
another bottle
another sleepless night
the words of hers stuck in my head
ringing
i was just trying to do you right
but i can’t
learn from your mistake they said
i’m trying
i’m like a bomb but i’m constantly exploding
i was just trying to get you out of the blast zone
but i can’t
i need you here to hold down the switch to stop me from exploding
one last time
not enough tears can say i’m sorry
all of this just tells me
don’t go if you are not sure she said
but i’m never sure
i’m never sure of what is there tomorrow
if there is any tomorrow
i am replaceable
“no you are not”
maybe the memory are not
but the feeling is
the feeling you have on me
you can have on someone else
so i am replaceable
i dont belong here
someone else will take my place
someone better
i mean nothing to me
i’ve got to leave soon
so don’t make it more difficult
ive loved you kissed you, hated you
still im here
but i wish im not
i wanted to stay for you
i still do
but its too much
love.li
they say its better to burnt out then fade away.
well I’m burnt out
but i wish i didn’t
i wish i faded away
finding my self at the side of the tube
taking that step
how easy would that be
how fast would that be
just that one step
and i would fade away
but right now
i’m in my bed
lost and sad
again
again
burnt out hoping to make others life better
to give all i’ve got
but there is nothing left
now i just fuck things up
throwing all i have left away
life is all there is left
the every next breath […]
i’m still here
i hate it
i fell in love
but she’ll never get it
i want to die in her arms
i hope she’ll understand it
maybe one more day
maybe
i gave her my heart
but she dont know it
its on her table
she’d never see it
ive been through enought
to know i wont have it
i guess it is time for me to sleep
for a long time coming
goodbye
i might be back
this might be the last
no more one more day
no more one more try
they’ve all left
they looked away
now its time
to go
i’ve lost everything
i’ve tried
im tired
no more tears
no more lies
no more “im fine”
please just set me free
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