here i go again
trying to say things
to make it all easier
to help hurt less when the day comes
being an asshole
another bottle
another sleepless night
the words of hers stuck in my head
ringing
i was just trying to do you right
but i can’t
learn from your mistake they said
i’m trying
i’m like a bomb but i’m constantly exploding
i was just trying to get you out of the blast zone
but i can’t
i need you here to hold down the switch to stop me from exploding
one last time
not enough tears can say i’m sorry
all of this just tells me
maybe it is time
to take that final bow
turn around
walk away
i don’t know how long it will take me to get better
i don’t know if i can
i don’t know if you are still gonna be here when i do
i don’t know if i’m going to be here for long
but i do know
someday
someone else will come along and not make those mistake
to be better
better then i was