Still dont have a method im comfortable with. I want to do it so bad. Sometimes I get caught in the fantasy of my future and I say maybe I can turn things around and be happy one day. But then reality hits. I know I won’t be okay. The people on here havent been so helpful.. I just want to die so bad. Someone decide to shut me up and give me a method! If not I guess ill die another day. But I will do it sooner or later .
ive been having horrible dreams..
i used try and sleep my life away because i hate it so much
now.. i cant even close my eyes.
im being trapped, mistreated its horrible
i wake up and i need drugs
anti depressants dont do shit but make you more depressed
weed doesnt do much anymore
i need something more
i need to stop having these dreams
no one is a friend in my dreams
all my friends in life are trying to hurt me and i let them
i think its because id rather at least have them there.. even if they hurt me .. in my dreams anyways
i cant seperate the reality from the dreams.
i take out […]
the problem is life.
the solution..
they are all temporary.
go to school, get a job, get a hobby
things to make you forget
about this terrible thing called life.
family, friends, associates
competitors, enemies, rivals,
in the end they’re one.
late at night when its dark and no ones around
reality is.
your prblems there lie next to you, with you
get up
get a cup of water
call someone
go out
come home..
still there
daily activites dont give me hope.
because when im done my problem is permanent
my problem is life
I want nothing more than to be dead. I want to escape I can no longer be here. I need to know the best way.. will some one please help!
I want nothing more than to be dead. I’m so scared of everything to come. Nothing its worth the pain I feel. I need someone to help set me free.
I want nothing more than to be dead. I want to be gone..be nothing but a memory.
I want nothing more than to be dead!
I also read somewhere that for people that believe in re incarnation (not sure wat I believe in) that if some one commits suicide they most likely have done it in anOther life. So that got me to thinking maybe I gave don’t it..if its true..and maybe I’m supposed to since I have such strong feelings about it. Then ill live again in another life only with no knowledge of this life and maybe everything will be alright
A random man on the street told me that cut a few years ago. “stop the world when you wanna get off!” He said as he walked passed me on a saturday night. Even before that night ive always thought about suicide. So much since such a young age that I’m positive im going to commit it. Just waiting for the time to be right. I used cut myself till I felt numb. Not ask a suicide attempt just to feel numb. Thsts all I end eres want is to be numb to evrrything but that would probably turn me into a drug addict. I […]
Yea I’m sure there will be few to shred some tears over me but I am such a disapointment I actually would be doing them a favor..see I on other people because I’m such a fuck up I always ruin everything and I can see the look on peoples faces..they wish they could get rid of me..I see I’m nothing but a burden. Wat hurts the most is I have a child. A beautiful 3 years old princess. But I can’t afford tip take care of her I know in the future she will be so hurt and you probably say how can you […]
No one really cares at the end. of it all. Everyday I wake up I wish to die. Of course I want to do it in a painless way. I heard if you jump like off a cliff your body passes out so thats a good one..right? Or overdose on perkasets because I heard it stop your breathing and you go in a peacful sleep
I want this more than anything to die. Please leave a comment. My only fear is that I will live this horrible life.