I feel alone. I am alone.
There is nothing left of me.
He died and when he died, I died with him.
I buried myself as well at his funeral.
I can’t sleep, I can’t eat, I can’t talk to anyone because nobody knew him.
Nobody here knew him. Cared about him.
Why did he have to die. I feel so alone all the time.
Just wanna chat? Anyone in Sydney? Seems lots of people on this site are from USA. Nobody to talk to at night
Feeling lonely.
Anyone from downunder around?
I think what freaks us out the most is where to do it without being interrupted or traumatising people. I mean there are so many places, hotels, cottages, home, nightclub bathroom etc, I dunno.
The ongoing thought I have is that I don’t wanna do it at home because I don’t want to traumatise my family.
This isn’t really discussing methods, more like just interested in what you guys have to say, like where would you do it and why?
I have started to hear things, see things that to other people may be disturbing.
I think people talk about me when I walk by them, people laugh at me, are they? I don’t know. Why shouldn’t they, I am troubled and everyone can see it.
Everything is hard, and everything has always been hard, 3 months ago I would have said ther was a tiny bit of hope, but then surely I was destroyed again. I have gone through a traumatic experience that has altered my course in life and now there is no turning back.
I ask myself everyday why I am still […]
Every day is the same.
Having dreams that I do not understand, wake up tired as I was the night before, force myself to get ready for work, go to work, suffer at work, think of methods, finish work, go home, suffer at home, think of methods, try and fight insomnia, finally fall asleep, repeat.
My life consists of suffering and thoughts of ending my life. This isn’t a way to LIVE. This isn’t a way to do GOOD. How can I help people when I can’t even help myself ?!
Stuck on repeat. Never ending cycle. I want to die, oh my god please just […]
I am back for another round of whinging about how effed up life is. I stopped posting because some freakish guy started messaging me about how he knows how to save me.
If I wanted to be saved, I would save myself. no need for you preaching to me about how suicide will condemn me to hell. I am living in hell everyday of my life. No different.
I respect people’s beliefs, just don’t try to force them on me, and really tbh, I don’t believe God has a special grudge against people who commit suicide. I mean isn’t depression an illness? And let’s be […]
I think I would be 1000 times worse if it wasn’t for this site and the people on it. I go on here more than Facebook now.
Thanks everyone for being non judgemental and sharing your stories and experiences. I wish though that it had a chat area.
Any who, thanks for all being you !
I just recently took some depression tests online (bored out of my mind). All of them have said that I have severe depression and I need to seek help right away. Pfft… whatevs…
Anyway, thought y’all would like to do this one as it measures anxiety, stress and depression level: http://www.15minutes4me.com/free-online-test-stress-anxiety-depression-burnout/
I have never had insomnia before, this is the first time in my life. It is hell and making my depression even worse.
Does anyone else have it? Or has anyone else had it? How did you deal with it?
Interested to know what you all think happens after we die. where do you think we go? what do you think it looks like? etc.
Please share your thoughts.
On Sunday I will be flying to the United States to attend my partners funeral. We were in a long distance relationship and I hadn’t seen him in over a year, due to financial reasons. We talked everyday, until it happened.
Our love was like no other and anyone who has read my previous posts will know how much I loved him with all my heart and still do.
I have been having sleepless nights and hardly been eating anything at all, frequent anxiety attacks hit me when I think about making the long flight from Australia to USA. I know anxiety will hit me ten times […]
My partner and the love of my life passed away last week and I am in constant despair and disbelief.
Since his passing I’ve tried to kill myself by overdose on ibuprofen and even put a knife to my chest on 2 occasions (survival instincts kicked in). I was found by my sister and mum when I overdosed and so I am still here, to wallow in my pain and misery. If you want to know more you can read my other post.
Anyway, last night I was asleep and in the dream world (its the only way I can escape from the pain), and something strange […]
I have always had depression; never fully diagnosed, but you know, when you have something like depression it lingers and consumes you, eventually. Ive recently gone through what is the most traumatic experience of my life, last week my partner passed away, age 28.
Since his passing, I haven’t been able to eat or sleep properly, I wake up with stiffness and pain all over my body and I have lost so much weight because I cant stomach anything. I have anxiety attacks when I think about the funeral and even just walking on the street or waking up seems to put me in a panic […]
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