On Sunday I will be flying to the United States to attend my partners funeral. We were in a long distance relationship and I hadn’t seen him in over a year, due to financial reasons. We talked everyday, until it happened.
Our love was like no other and anyone who has read my previous posts will know how much I loved him with all my heart and still do.
I have been having sleepless nights and hardly been eating anything at all, frequent anxiety attacks hit me when I think about making the long flight from Australia to USA. I know anxiety will hit me ten times harder the moment I step on USA soil.
I am writing this to plead to SP posters for support. I will be staying in his room while I’m in the US and he died in his room; its my last chance to feel close to him, on this earth.
My family do not fully understand what I am going through and I was hoping to have a few comment of support that I can refer back to when I feel at my weakest.
Please… before the anxiety kicks in.