Amidst this lockdown, I found that I have been able to make only a few friends in my 22yrs on this planet and no-one close enough to speak my heart to. I have no idea how to make friends, and above all that I’m an introvert program to be quite and alone.
Hi… Unfortunately still alive. I have nobody else I can talk to, or feel like talking to about this, so I’m writing this. People normally say that I’m a helpful and friendly guy. And not a day goes by where I don’t ask myself how come I couldn’t make a single good friend in my miserable 22years of existence, where I don’t ask myself how some with no talent, no dreams, no passion like me is even alive and for what. You know the worst part is being aware of that there are others who had it worse than me and they are still brave […]
In my 22yrs, I haven’t been able to make a single friend whom I can call when in need, emotionally. I’m scared I will have to live my whole pathetic existence all alone. I understand that I might deserve it, but I always wishes for more. I’m scared that I will ruin my career cause I’m really not that intellectually bright. Not a day passes by that I don’t wish my death. I’m even scared to fail my own suicide attempt. I really wish I was a better person to be worth living but, I don’t think I can change. Presently I don’t even try […]
I’m supposedly a friendly guy, well at least that’s what the people I know tells me. But I think it’s a lie.
Right now I’m waiting for my college to start on June, and the weird part is my whole weeks almost a month passes by before I talk or chat with any of my friends. Normally I reply or call back immediately after someone contacts me.
I also think that I myself am a friendly person, i always try to help my friends whenever they ask for it.
And i feel awful when I find myself all by myself, no friends to hangout with, i mean have […]
I have fixed my 30th B-Day as ‘The Day’. To be honest I’m scared, I don’t really know why. I mean I’m already a disappointment for those who have to care for me- if not out of love then out of responsibility and everyone else.
I’m new to this forum, so before I forget, I want to thank any/everyone that is reading my post.
I have never felt loved by anyone, not even by my parents or an other of my relatives. I wish i could say that I had a struggling life start or some major problem, but I don’t. That why I feel I’m not […]