Hi I’m lostfaerie. I WANT TO DIE. I have wanted to die for just about every day of the last 22 years. I ‘m about to turn 33 and I’ve been suicidal since age 10. It is so hard for me to get through each day without cutting or harming myself. I truly want to die. I’m supposed to have surgery in a week. I’m hoping that I will never wake up. All I am is a burden to my husband and family, it’s all I’ve ever been. I’m worthless, a piece of shit on the road. No one in my family understands how I […]