I don’t know where to go from here. The last year has been absolute hell for me, and in ways yes i am being selfish, everyones had their hard times, but somehow i don’t seem to handle it quite as good as they have. I have lost a good friend to suicide, another friend to an accident, and my ex boyfriend in a car crash…all before the end of the summer. Although to everyone else im this very sarcastic, bubbly, outgoing character, inside ive died a little. I paint on a smile. I hide my feelings. Even when i do break down it wont be […]