I miss my son. He left me and this world 37 weeks ago…in exactly 3 minutes. It’s how long he took to cook in my belly…37 weeks. I was so impatient for him to arrive, and the time I had with him was too short…just 19 and half years. I miss him so much. Words can’t do the job of describing the intense pain I feel, the loneliness, the regret, the loss. It is truly unbearable. Please do not take your life. I promise you that it will destroy the lives of the people you leave behind. Please don’t do it.
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lostmybeautifulson
So I am reading the posts, feeling tortured by the sadness and difficulty so many are experiencing and wishing there was something I could do. Besides offering my support and empathy and encouraging people to ask for help, I feel pretty helpless. But I need to share a different perspective: a family member left behind. My son killed himself just over 8 months ago. We were blindsided. It was a short window of time from “all is OK and great in the world†to dead. We were a fortunate family—great kids, good communication. My son was truly the whole package: smart, nice, good looking, generous, […]