I spend my entire nights praying not to wake up in the morning only to discover that life clings to me like a disease. I want the pain, I want the persistent suffering and I want this life to be finally over. I haven’t left my house in years and when I do go out it’s for doctor’s appointments. My body wastes away from the disease, I drool from my mouth and lately, my mind is beginning to fade away. The boredom is chronic and the impotence unbearable that I scream but nobody can hear me. I feel abandoned and left behind. All I ever […]