I’m always alone. Depression has taken everything from me. I have lost all my friends and the old myself. There is no one whom I can turn to. People only talk to me when they want something from me. That hurts a lot…knowing that nobody cherishes me. Even on this site, I have no friends. No one really gives a damn about me. I feel like trash or dirt. How pathetic I am ! I don’t even want to see myself in a mirror because my own reflection makes me disgusted. I want to rip off my face with a razor so that nobody would recognise me and I could […]
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lostsoul49
Is there anyone who is from New Zealand? I’m a female, in Auckland.
I don’t know what to do with myself any more. Everyone is putting pressure on me. I have been depressed for quite a long time, but I have to pretend that I’m happy in front of my family and friends because it’s what they want to see. No one would like to be around a downer, so I have to work my ass off to be a straight A student in order to make my parents feel proud of me. I have to cover up my scars and fake smiles so that my friends would not think of me as a freak or maniac. Hey, do you know how […]