Honestly as I think everythings getting better everythings alright it just crashes back down on you and there Is nothing you can do about it, I’m suicidal again and I don’t even have time to think anymore I just do what I please even if it makes things worse I don’t mean to I can’t cope through all of thus again not another time not again not with out you by my side. I don’t even know how I’m still here why Is my heart still beating when it has nothing to beat for besides  you.. If I loose you, I loose everything. I can’t […]
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mad13.
So I cut again, now it’s getting out of control to the point werebi just want to keep going, and just jabbing at my skin till I can see the inside of my wrists, it sounds terrible I know and I want to help my self I need to help my self for not just myself my friends the one I love he stops me as much as he can but he can’t always be there for me at every momment. It’s come to I want to kill myself I feel like I hve so much a head of me I’m only 15 I should […]