So I cut again, now it’s getting out of control to the point werebi just want to keep going, and just jabbing at my skin till I can see the inside of my wrists, it sounds terrible I know and I want to help my self I need to help my self for not just myself my friends the one I love he stops me as much as he can but he can’t always be there for me at every momment. It’s come to I want to kill myself I feel like I hve so much a head of me I’m only 15 I should be living a hapy teenage life but it’s completly backfried I wanted a life with no problems not as mch anyways and now I’m stuck with all these Lies and all these stupid feelings that I can’t control anymore :/ maybe I was born to live a short life ? Maybe I was just that accident waiting to happen, nothing I can do will ever be goodenough..
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Hey you! You’re really cute. Don’t be so sad, your life is waiting out there, there are so many possibilities, think big. Be good in school, do your home work, and show your self that you really can do things. You are not alone, teenage years are the hardest. Stop cutting, it will just get worse and hurt tomorrow. You’re already down on the earth, and farer down in the water, than anyone else has ever been, now there is only one way, and it’s up. You just have to wait and fight a little for it, talk to your friends about this, or me, if you see what I just wrote. Focus on good things, write down your feelings every day, and see how big your mind is, you’ll be surprised. You worth good things.
Try to embrace ‘ school ‘
embrace the opportunity of knowledge giving to you
because it’s an opportunity you won’t be able to make up.
I hated school; alot. But now I regret passing the opportunity very much.
I mean; all the way up to the end of high school; I can’t even think of one thing significant that I have learned; and that’s a damn shame. I pretty much wasted 15 years of knowledge…sigh.
Anyways it’s just a piece of advice I guess; it’s probably meaningless to you though; it would be to the average person I would think.
If you have somekind of passion I suggest you go for it too.
Try to project your mind towards something positive..BE STRONG.
aaaaaaaaaah im tired.
Yes I understand I want to drop put but it won’t do me no good at all :/ and yes it’s very meaningless at this point but it makes me think about staying in school to be one of my goals to complete to look orward too and oh I’m am very tired as well.
I understand what you mean. I dont have many caring friends, I cut as well, I kno it helps, but not much.
Yeah :/