Like every other kid. I hate school. I am never happy there. The pretty popular girls are always staring me down. I never let it get to me but that plus every other thing that’s going on just makes me feel worse. This boy continues to annoy me and I stood up to him one day and asked why won’t you stop? He wanted me to stand up for myself and hit him. I told him I can’t do it. He probably thinks I’m worthless. Which I am. But I can’t hit him because I don’t have the strength. I don’t want this. […]
Nobody needs me. Sure my parents might love me. Atleast thats how its supposed to be. My mom and i used to be bestfriends. Now she makes fun of me. How i look or even things i do. Yeah, i laugh along with her but thats how good i am about hiding things. Its too much now. Ive told her that it hurts my feelings. You know what her reaction was? She laughed. I had a serious face. And she didn’t give a shit. I’ve done nothing to deserve this. I’m No bully. I’m that girl that if you hit her or annoy me. I […]
A few years ago, i was in a dark place. I started to self harm when i was in 5th grade. I stopped in 6th. Im in 10th grade now. I promised myself i would never do it again because it just left scars. But now everything is falling apart. I cry every night. I look at my wrists and tell myself no. I cut my wrist today. I felt somewhat better. i have alot to say but i cant say it all at once so i will come back to this site to share my whole story. This is the first i have ever […]
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