Like every other kid. I hate school. I am never happy there. The pretty popular girls are always staring me down. I never let it get to me but that plus every other thing that’s going on just makes me feel worse. This boy continues to annoy me and I stood up to him one day and asked why won’t you stop? He wanted me to stand up for myself and hit him. I told him I can’t do it. He probably thinks I’m worthless. Which I am. But I can’t hit him because I don’t have the strength. I don’t want this. I want school to be over. I guess im actually getting bullied. But this isnt the only thing that goes on. I hope i get some sleep tonight. Its past midnight and i keep sinking deeper and deepet. Soon blood will be dripping. And theres nobody to help clean the mess.
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Hey, Marissa. Dont hurt yourself because you couldnt hurt someone else. YOU wouldve gotten in trouble for hitting that idiot boy. You shouldnt have told you cant do it, you shouldve told him that if you did, you’d END him and walked away. Dont let them know that youre weak or that you even pay attention to them. Find friends. there are people going through the same thing you are. I bet youre gorgeous and they stare at you because your pretty but you still keep to yourself. I know lots of girls like that. School isnt a happy place for some people but thats why you make the most of after school hours and weekends 🙂 keep your head up, Marissa. Youre the pretty girl. YOURE the strong one. Take care of yourself