Happy fucking birthday mom.

Nobody needs me. Sure my parents might love me. Atleast thats how its supposed to be. My mom and i used to be bestfriends. Now she makes fun of me. How i look or even things i do. Yeah, i laugh along with her but thats how good i am about hiding things. Its too much now. Ive told her that it hurts my feelings. You know what her reaction was? She laughed. I had a serious face. And she didn’t give a shit. I’ve done nothing to deserve this. I’m No bully. I’m that girl that if you hit her or annoy me. I won’t do it back. I don’t have the strength to. I’m already hurting so why would I want to hurt someone else? I’m sick of acting like I’m ok. I used to be an expert at this. I can’t even smile without me hurting inside. Happy fucking birthday mom. Sorry I didn’t tell you anything today. Sorry for trying to be a good daughter.