I went to hang myself the other day…failed. got unconscious, rope snapped, fell on floor and woke up. Went to see psych…now i’m on watch. Still want to go..cant cope with anything anymore just so fucking fed up with life and eveything that ive left for so long that I cant face. I love my family but everything is just too much now. I dont know what the hell to do…….seriously stuck. Nothing can make things better now, nothing. My fam now know I am suicidal which makes things even worse cause my relationship with them is suffering. I just cant cope anymore, I […]
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cant find any other way out now. sunk far too deep. cant think of any other way apart from hanging – I know its not the best but cant get hands on any other stuff. best methods of hanging? what material to use? dont even think ive got a rope n just want to get it done asap now really.
I’ve just not been facing anything. Thinking there is a way out. I even booked a flight to Paris as I was going to jump off the Eiffel Tower. My mum found me in a state after clicking the confirm button on the flights. Now i’ve left everything too late and got trapped within my own mind not thinking straight. I cant face a thing and I dont knw what to do. I cant cope with knowing i’m never going to be happy again and how ive changed so much. I cant cope with living like this anymore. Theres so much more than just this. […]
So I was really not thinking straight last semester. I partied way too much, had the time of my life admittedly but now I am in no worse place. I did not think about money much atall and then it all hit me just over Christmas along with some other stressful circumstances. I began worrying way to much and thinking I couldnt cope and could see no way out. I got myself ridiculously worked up about things that look tiny now and ended up just not being able to do much atall. I phoned my mum most days explaining how I couldnt cope and didnt […]