I have been having more intense fantasies about ending my life.
What I see scares me; loss of relationships, estrangement from family (and it is a destructive family). I feel more alone than ever, and angry at people who i feel have let me down–full of self- pity.
Moreover, I’ve had an ongoing physical illness that requires surgery and a long recovery. I am in a lot of constant, physical pain. Without family or friends, how dow I expect to go through it and recover? I won’t be able to walk or leave the house. I already get depressed within 45 minutes of those conditions. I am […]