the one man who would’ve cared about me was my dad and hes not here anymore. every relationship i’ve had has just turned to shit cuz i cant get a damn decent boyfriend. im so tired of being used and thrown away. i can never let myself even like someone again, let alone love. ever. cuz i know exacty how it will end. im a fuckin saint in my relationships, according to other men who i’ve talked to about it. and i know i have cuz i never fuckin ask for anything or expect shit and im so sick of getting shit on for it. […]
miranda7
miranda7
worthless piece of shit without a heart or soul. i deserve to die and i will soon. god would never want me and i hate myself anyway. im just worthless trash. i just want to cut myself all over and lay down and die. i dont deserve anything in this life
i cant stand this shit. this is ridiculous. i eat when im not hungry cuz it makes me ‘feel better’ which is so fuckin stupid. im know im fuckin ugly even though people tell me im beautiful. its usually men and i know they only have one goal so i dont fall for that shit anymore. i hate my skin color, my hair, my chest, my stomach, everything. i hate it. i dont know why god made me if i have such an ugly useless body. im 5’7″ 135lbs and not in shape so i look really bad and i dont know why […]
how can god love something so stupid and ugly and worthless. people tell me to pray but god doesnt want to hear me so why should i even try. i just want to cut myself into a million pieces. i hate everything about myself and i know i will never even get into heaven because i know god hated me even before i was born. i dont know why the fuck i exist when im so worthless. im such a piece of shit. i cant believe i even wake up every morning when i dont even do anything important in my life.
im just a worthless piece of shit. i found this website when i did a google search on suicide self hatred. i just dont want to live anymore. i have no purpose. god doesnt want me or need me, and probly hates me anyway. people say human life and the human body is precious but my life has no meaning and my body is certainly not precious. thats crazy. my body is an ugly piece of shit and i fuckin hate it. im so sick of how i look. i hate it. i hate my voice, personality, habits, body, thoughts, dreams, everything. i just want […]