An other days wasted

Today I didn’t go to my internship and stayed home playing video games, although it was the best decision I kinda regret not going. I feel like never leaving my room again. This has always been my problem i’m too comfortable in my bedroom because that’s where I spend 90% of my time. I just feel so miserable out in the open where communication is a must how petty this might be I just have a hard time living outside my bedroom.  I even tried to find ways so that I don’t have  to leave ever again, the worst part of this all is that i’m not even willing to change. I never hang out with my friends and always cancel if I get invited to things, this doesn’t really feel like a case of being a introvert but more like a desire for isolation.