Why is everyday so excruciating. Why am I told I am worthless every day. Why am I told that my father does not care about me. Why am I always feeling so pathetic. Why did my mother never care to be by my side, why did she leave me with this asshole. Why am I living like this when I am trying so hard to get out. This is getting so unbearable but I’m too scared to actually kill myself. Goddammit why can’t I just kill myself.
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I’ve been told I am a failure for a good portion of my life. I feel that it is true as I hit rock bottom.
Yes, my problems don’t come close to those who live on the streets or can’t eat on a daily basis yet does that compromise the fact that I am living in a hell of an environment.
I don’t deserve to live.
Every attempt I have made towards bettering myself and those around me have been pointless.
I am met with constant setbacks and hurdles, yet I know that life is not easy.
Well if life is that difficult why continue living it? Why continue living […]
I don’t want to die. I don’t want to give up, but I cannot continue living in agony and have the one person who is suppose to be there for me, protect, and show guidance; put me down and make me live in constant regret of my mistakes.
I have one possible chance at getting out of this hell of an environment. However, it seems unlikely that it may happen due to the lack of response.
How can anyone stay positive when you’re constantly put down?
You know I can’t afford to leave otherwise I would have done that already. But you threaten me regardless. You take advantage […]