Why is everyday so excruciating. Why am I told I am worthless every day. Why am I told that my father does not care about me. Why am I always feeling so pathetic. Why did my mother never care to be by my side, why did she leave me with this asshole. Why am I living like this when I am trying so hard to get out. This is getting so unbearable but I’m too scared to actually kill myself. Goddammit why can’t I just kill myself.
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You can not kill yourself because you are destined for something so much greater than that home. You are meant for amazing things. I know its hard and that you just cant help to run away. But eventually you will be able to leave, you will create a life for in which you will wake up happy everyday. Trust me, it wont always be hard. So please dont give up.
I don’t know you, but I believe in you.
I don’t know you, but I believe that your life is precious.
I don’t know you, but I believe in second chances .
I don’t know you, but I believe that God is real, and that He cares for you.
All you need is to run to him, spill your heart to him, and he will comfort you.
I believe that in the same way that He has comforted me, he will comfort you.
I know it seems like He isn’t present in life, and that it seems like he isn’t real, but it’s not true.
Sometimes we are allowed to go through trials and struggles so that we can come out on top of it as new and stronger people. It’s hard to understand now, but don’t give up. I’ll pray for you and I hope that you know that there’s someone out there in the world who has you in their heart and who believes in you.
I don’t know you, but your life is so precious and worth so much more than all of this.
Because there’s still some fight left in you. You don’t want to die. Ignore what your father thinks about you. He’s obviously wrong. You are not worthless. Everyday you need to look yourself in the mirror and tell yourself it’s going to be a great day. Don’t let his negativity defeat you. Rise above it. He’s probably taking out his anger from problems in his own life on you. You should actually pity him. It’s sad that he would do this to his own child. But he does not control you. Be stronger than his negativity. Shut it out. Think only positive.