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Suicidal Angel

Attempted Valentines Day Suicide

by Suicidal Angel 2/15/2016

written by Suicidal Angel

Thought it was as good a day as any.

The day of love.

I class myself as a very loving compassionate person,

so why not also die on a day that represents me.

Some may have seen a positive post I wrote.

Well guess what? It didn’t last. All happy days must come to an end.

I haven’t been on here for a few days because I smashed my computer

so had no way of accessing this site.

I had a rage attack which ended in me attempting to end my life

but yet again was intervened.

So everyone, as much as I try to be positive and make others feel better,

I’m unable to do […]

2/15/2016 5 comments

Self Put Downs

by Suicidal Angel 2/10/2016

written by Suicidal Angel

If you are reading this then you know you are guilty of this.

If you are too scared to read this then you are in denial.

If this causes you pain/hurt/makes you feel uncomfortable then maybe just maybe I might be saying something that has value and meaning.

There are way tooooooo many people on here that put themselves down

way toooooo often.

Here’s the facts,

you are depressed,

you’re suicidal,

your life sucks,

you cant get a girlfriend/boyfriend

you fill in the blanks.

You know what SO FUCKING WHAT!!!!

Do you have to label yourself as pathetic or useless or ugly or a waste of space or all the other horrible things you say to yourself […]

2/10/2016 14 comments

Private Messages

by Suicidal Angel 2/9/2016

written by Suicidal Angel

Does anyone know if its possible on this site to send a private message to someone that no one else will see?

If so please tell me how

Thanks

2/9/2016 3 comments

HOW TO KILL YOURSELF

by Suicidal Angel 2/8/2016

written by Suicidal Angel

Now that I have your attention,

You are probably thinking that this post will be about how to actually kill yourself. Well it is and it isn’t.

I had one of those god knows how to spell the bloody word apifiny, nope doesn’t look right. Anyway one of those light bulb moments.

Flash of genius, whatever you wanna call it.

I realised the only true, successful, way to kill yourself without really physically killing yourself is to just get in there and slaughter the hell out of your thoughts, feelings, actions, demons, and the list goes on.

Throw a bomb in there and explode them all in to a million pieces.

Steralize […]

2/8/2016 5 comments

My Little Girl Is Dying

by Suicidal Angel 2/4/2016

written by Suicidal Angel

She’s gone from this…….

to this. This is what it looks like when all the life energy has gone

I sit here crying as I watch beside me my little girl dying before my eyes.

She is shaking […]

2/4/2016 9 comments

Chat Rooms????

by Suicidal Angel 2/3/2016

written by Suicidal Angel

Does anyone know of any good chat rooms on the net where you can chat direct to people, rather than have to wait for replies as sometimes I could really use that instant chat. I’ve seen some pro-life sites for suicidal people but I don’t want the bible bashing types that just want to talk you out of doing it, not that I have made my final decision to do so yet, but still I don’t want to be influenced.

Also any places it would be possible to try to find people in my area as it would be nice to make a friend in person […]

2/3/2016 6 comments

What Would You Choose?

by Suicidal Angel 2/3/2016

written by Suicidal Angel

A good life – or – a peaceful death

A million dollars – or – for your life to end

The greatest love – or – an end to your life

Happiness – or – eternal peace in heaven

Just curious how badly does everyone wanna die?

If a genie came to you with one wish what would you choose?

To live life in the best possible way or to die in the best possible way

What would it take for you all to live more than you want to die?

I ask this question because honestly I cannot answer it myself

2/3/2016 8 comments

I Felt Guilty Today….

by Suicidal Angel 2/2/2016

written by Suicidal Angel

I saw someone I know today that I hadn’t seen for a few years and they are and have been going through a much worse time than me.

They asked me how I had been and I lied and said ok because I felt guilty for feeling bad when their pain is so much greater than mine.

So now I feel sad for them, sad for my pathetic self that cannot handle things and angry that life is so cruel to so many people.

2/2/2016 0 comment

Why Do We Hesitate?

by Suicidal Angel 2/2/2016

written by Suicidal Angel

Why is it that we hesitate about taking that final step?
I myself have the perfect, easy, pain free solution available right now,
but I cannot discuss what that is due to this forums rules.

Anyway my point is I still hesitate to take that final step and I’m not sure why.
I got really close once and had this feeling of peace and happiness until someone else stopped me so I know I’m not scared.

Am I waiting & wishing that life will improve?

No I’m not because I can’t think of anything that would make me happier than to not have to do this thing called […]

2/2/2016 20 comments

Angel Wanting To Go Home

by Suicidal Angel 2/2/2016

written by Suicidal Angel

“SUICIDAL PEOPLE ARE JUST ANGELS WANTING TO GO HOME”

Can you relate to this?

Are you one of God’s Angels, that has done good all your life

and now you are done and just want to go home.

Life on earth is not our real home. It’s just a temporary place we get sent to

for whatever meaningless & pointless reason.

Our home is in spirit. With God if you believe that, or just in the universal energy that we originated from.

Whatever your belief is about where we come from,

Do you have this strong pull and desire to go back there?

I’m not talking about being suicidal in a way to escape […]

2/2/2016 4 comments